On And On

From the moment of my first breath, I have been trying to catch it…The closer I seem to get the harder it is for me to grab it….No matter how I try, I seem to be going no where…My life just keeps turning in circles…. round and round over here… over there.At times I feel like I’m in a really bad movie, or trapped in a padded round room…

Lost in this place where there is no light….. all I see is gloom…
There have been moments… a split second I can take a quick breath….
Then there is that second after where I loose the air…. darkness is death….
Night comes and calls out to me… her sweet , soothing song in my ears….
Closing my eyes I don’t sleep…. my mind won’t STOP….. over and over…. my mind fills
with fear…
Day comes agian…. for a single minute…. I see hope….
Hope which leaves me just as fast as it had came….leaving me reaching… for my rope….
With every turn all I see is anger… sadness… pain…WAIT…. it’s me….what I see
is my anger… my sadness… my pain covering me like rain…
The only comfort I can find in my mind….these words… my music…my church….
There…. no one can judge…. point… stair at me… no one can see my hurt…
All my life I have been trying so hard….. hard to catch my breath… just to STOP…
The more I try…. the harder it is….. to see the top…. the mountain…
My mind won’t STOP….. my mind won’t slow down….. need to rest….
AWWW…. To rest…..really rest…..to STOP….. to be at peace….. no longer
needing relief …… no weight on my chest….
From the moment of my first breath…. I have been trying to catch it !!!!!

On And On

DragsterMom077

Due West, United States

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