Murphy, YOU, and me

I just want all of you who have been sooo loving and attentive and supportive of me to know that…..First I LOVE YOU SO MUCH….
Secondly, it’s after 9om and I’ve not eaten a thing today and my hands have been so full with Murphy, especially now….
My point is that I don’t….really, really don’t want ANY of you to think I have no interest in YOUR work!!
I DO!! It’s on my mind constantly to get back on here and respond to comments, emails, and really sit back and start viewing your own works….and it will happen!
I need to eat, help Murphy as he’s soooo uncomfortable, peel a ton of apples…(there’s an apple tree in the park here and no one is picking them, (granny smiths), and for the past month or more, I’ve been picking them off the ground or off the branch and loading what seems to be tons and tons of them home where I’ve been a apple peeling maniac, then freezing them or making apple this, apple that, apple apple apple!
They’re right about at that place where they’re going to go bad if I don’t get this last bagful I picked peeled….so please don’t EVER think that I’m not interested or not responding to your comments or emails or that I have no interest in your work!! PLEASE?!
I will get there….bear with me and please don’t turn away from me in an assumption that I’m not interested or arrogant….I’m NOT….just overwhelmed and I have to spend a lot….of extra time thinking about everything I do before i do it….part of the process of getting my brain to work correctly….it’s been a long long journey back in that arena of my life.
I love you guys so much and you’ve made me feel so…loved…and I HATE it that I have not, as of yet, gotten back to many of you….
I will.
I promise.
And…no…I don’t think that I’m so important that you’re waiting with baited breath to hear from ME! lol…..That’s not where I’m coming from…I just don’t want to lose YOU guys….
Love,
Valerie

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