After He Tore Us Apart

After he tore us apart…I met the darkest place in my heart.

My lawyer said “Come on, you are a good mom, you don’t have a chance at loss.”
I guess he didn’t know the judge would find it to be a coin toss.

In court our true person could not be seen.

The judge did not know that your daddy would be so mean.

It was on that day he decided his vengeance would be had…
He would make me pay. You see, your daddy was so mad.

He said, " See your children, look in to their eye and now I suggest, you say goodbye."
Oh how I wished at that moment, I could just die.

I had nothing to hold on to, except your memory.

I remembered our days of past, when we were happy and free.
I mourned the days we lost, and I prayed you’d come back to me.
I experienced sheer evil; an emptiness in my soul.
A place that only my child could fill and a heart that would never be whole.

After he tore us apart…I met the darkest place in my heart.

A.M.N.
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Copyrighted 2004

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