What Did You Think About When The Sun Rose?

What did you think about when the sun rose? Was it the same thing you thought about when the sun set the night before? What went through your ponders when you looked out the dark window, saw the snow on the ground faded blue by the quiet moonlight? You didn’t even think of the blood on your hands. You didn’t even consider the crimson stains on your white dress. It didn’t even seep through your mind that the person you loved was dead. No, you slept peacefully that night, even though your soul was raging through your skin. You didn’t listen when he screamed and begged for you to stop. Why? What were you thinking that made you so cold, so ruthless to do such a thing? How did it feel to destroy a life that wasn’t your own? You liked it, didn’t you. What is love? Is it love when someone is able to kill slowly, listening to horrid screams at their feet? How much did you love him when you realized you couldn’t take it back? Was it so bad, your life, that you needed to turn to someone else? When he told you he would die for you, do you really think he meant it? Maybe he did. Suppose he wanted to die, so that you would live sane. You took his life for fear of taking your own, right? So are you really sane? Does the blood that covers your fingers bring you right dreams, or now do you suffer nightmares through those treacherous nights?
Why don’t you answer my questions? No, I’m not your conscience. Perhaps it’s simply a voice. But to whom does it belong then? Surely not God. He couldn’t busy himself in your unrighteous mind, no. Are you afraid of these words? You should be; you have reason to be. I like speaking to you, just for the terror I feel through your mind. My words make you tremble. I force you to think of what you’ve done. Take that, woman. I am your own mind, killing you from the inside out.

What Did You Think About When The Sun Rose?

darksummernight

Joined April 2008

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