pain in my eyes

and i wonder
what went wrong
but inside the truth lies
denial is human nature
and love is the ultimate deception
tears burn my skin
the scars open once again
the flame is gone
and the pain in present
my thoughts burst open
for all to see
time to let go
let it ALL go
all that once was my everything
let go
but the memories
they burn
letting go
of so much
i guess im not so smart after all
leaving behind my heart
is not easy
leaving behind my soul
is unbearable
and the pain is typical
and routine
but it never ceases
to burn
burn through me like fire
burn the memories
burn the pain
start all over again
but the cycle was so tedious
and well thought out
my plan was impecable
but in love there cannot be a plan
there cannot be expectations
walk away from dependability
and go down the hall
turn on the light
and look at the only person who ever really cared
and i sit there
in the mirror and realize
my lonliness
once again
a part of my heart
that can never be regained
and the cycle continues
but where does it break
where are the answers
did i make a mistake

pain in my eyes

dacraziestbitch

Joined January 2008

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have you ever felt so cold , alone and empty??? betrayed by the one you belived to be your soulmate…or felt the pain of the ultimate deception

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