Frustration

I sit here in my living room at 10 pm the night before my day off…and I sit alone. I hear my roommate and her boyfriend upstairs and it just makes me feel that much emptier. I don’t usually get like this, I don’t usually feel this dejected and cold. I don’t know what’s come over me today. Perhaps it is the fact that I can’t muster the courage to tell someone how I feel. Perhaps it is the fact that I lied to a friend to get out of hanging out because sitting around moping seemed more enjoyable considering my bad mood. I don’t wish myself around anyone when I’m like this. I drive myself crazy, I would not want to do that to someone else…

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