replace me

the rain reminds me of
myself at times
dark and dreary
cold and wet
coming and going
feelings i have felt
so distant
so weary
When it’s over
I snort the rainbows
smiling
understanding
of how I feel
good or bad
indifferent
hold the pain
try to see
how much i can handle
I put myself through hell
keeping that smile
trying not to forget
why I feel this way
ignoring the good
that i may have in my life
and focus on the worst
steady emotional pain
replaced with delusions
of grander
I become happy
although no longer smiling
i have forgot how to enjoy myself
I need things to make me happy
although i choose
how i feel
inside of me
does not cause happiness
things outside of me
I look for
to replace how i feel

replace me

conceited

Transfer, United States

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Artist's Description

How I usually deal with myself

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