A letter to ZDB

I dont know if youll ever see these words;
these last words That i feel i must say.
I dont know if You will ever understand my reasoning;
Blank actions that mean the world to me,
If only for your sake.
I walked away with nothing,
Yet walked away with the world.

I know you find my voice as crule as I find normality.
Simply because normality of the situation is unbearable.
It makes me sick to my stomach to think about life without you.
Even with the hopes that one day we can once again ..be.

The time i take to say anything brings me great pain,
dont think for a second that Im ok with our choices in life.
Because im far from even being exsistant.
Without you my days are dim,my nights sleepless
and my words in reality mean nothing to me anymore.
With you I found that the world is crule,
Its lacks the attention for the heart…

Meaningless thoughts,
dout filled promisses.
broken hope,
and unseen pain.

I wish for nothing anymore
save the joy life may bring to you,
possibly shades to your heart,
that will save you from my memory.

You gave me life…
And those words are the only truth i find true.
Once apon a time a boy took a girl by her wrist and said he loved her…
She walked away with laughing thoughts,to reamain icolated.
And when he once again took her wrist he refused to let go until she said yes.
Within that moment she had found her personal jesus.
Suicide at our time of meeting was a thought I had not every so offten
but daily.
And as shallow as it may appear-You gave me reasoning.
you gave me life.

The years have past we’ve both made choices in our lives that have affected outcomes.
But one thing will forever reamain.
I love you.
I dont know if youll ever see these words……
my last call to your soul.
I love you..and I’m sorry.

A letter to ZDB

Chaharra Gilman

Florence, United States

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Still your song…still makes my heart bleed with tears

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