I don't know why I do it anymore.

I don’t know why I do it anymore. I know its because I love doing it. But today I neither love it or believe in it. I just feel lost and seperate from it. I can’t gauge if I’m any good at it. I can’t even figure out if I should keep doing it. Its a funky thing.

Thank goodness for redbubble because it helps inspire me in between when I just can’t do it anymore and think Im no good at it. Someone will come along and say, “I like it Billy” and then I might think to myself. See girl, someone likes it, maybe do another one, because remember you enjoy the process. Keep plugging and along and waiting, waiting, waiting for inspiration, belief in oneself and a reason to pick up the brush or cutting tool again.

My guess is I’m on a downward zone and what goes down will come up again. I just have to ride the wave. Stop feeling sorry for myself and get creative. B

Added Entry……Last Night at the Mt Eliza North Art Show.

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