Journal

Life throughs you curve ball's

Wow life has been throwing me curve balls left and right and i am not sure what to do.lol. Im finally back in school, and i decided on law but now i need 30 more credits to transfer as where in culinary i needed like 4. My mom’s moving, and my little sister is going to be 18 holy crap. It seems like yesterday she was 15 and now she will be headed off to college soon too.

ARMY

Life is getting better i go to boot camp in a month, i asked to be shipped to Iraq oddly enough but i should enjoy it!!!

Notin but good time's.

This month has been great, ive been fishing, writing and working a lot. In two days i head to the wisconsin dells and im gonna enjoy myself. Im ready for a break and ready to find new insperation! Lately i have been in a chilled state of mind and just relaxing. The only bad thing in my life right now is that my uncle richie is about to go down for 18 months for breaking probation and im really upset because he is such a good guy he just does dumb stuff sometimes.

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My life is pretty good right now, i have been skating and working every day for weeks and im going to flordia in three weeks. I start my official summer today and im ready for taning season.,.lol.

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Today’s not that bad im just chillin. Prom is in two day’s i cant waite. A few day’s ago i picked out a new hotel room so we could bring friends and we even have a hot tub.lol. I figured we would stay safe on prom night and have fun at the same tinme.lol.

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Today’s ok two weeks till prom. Im working later but as for now im at school working on homework. Life is getting diffrent for sure. Ive got a lot of advice from people on my prom situation so im gonna go for it and hope for the best.

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Today’s ok two weeks till prom. Im working later but as for now im at school working on homework. Life is getting diffrent for sure. Ive got a lot of advice from people on my prom situation so im gonna go for it and hope for the best.

Yah

Today has been ok, ive been working as a pizza cook at geordonos for three weeks now. I love my job but i cant waite till it pays off. Prom is in two weeks and i cant waite. I love my life nd im feeling great for once. Ive been wating for a long time to be able to say that! To everyone out there whos had a bad, day, week , or yeay trust me it gets better! It really does.

ah

Today has been ruff. I lost a family member and had to deal with family fighting over money. That pissed me off that people can be so fucking self centered. On top of that i have been out of highschool since i was 16 and now my highschool dream girl invited me as her date to prom and im still a little confused?

Prom

I have been out of highschool for two years now i graduated early, and yesterday a girl i have had a crush on since grade school called me and asked if i would be her prom date. Part of me is like hell yah but then a whole nother part of me is like i dont have the money for that and what would my graduating class think if they new i was a few months away from my associates degree. Im afraid to look like a looser being a college student at a highschool prom annd i dont know what to do.

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Today has been ok. I got a new job and i start soon so im happy. Im no longer a chefs assistant, i love it. School starts back up in three days damn. I loved spring break it was so chilled. I spent all day yesterday at the mall with ashley, rachel,kami, miguel, ryan, and canin. Then we all went and hung out for a bit. I always get the feeling like im the odd ball though. Im still supposed to be a senior and im a freshman in college and all my friends are like 20 and over so i feel like a little weird. Well idk just chillin an making a protien shake befor i go work out. Im not really having a bad day at all :D

TODAY

wELL TODAY HAS BEEN GOOD. i GOT UP, WROTE A SONG AND NOW IM READY TO SLEEP. I JUST DONT GET HOW IT GOES FROM 20 TO 60 DEGREES IN A DAY IN CHICAGO.LOL. WELL LIFE IS OK AND IM ENJOYING IT,.

Today

Well today im going to see the rocky whor show with my friends and im getting ready for easter. Me and all my family are setting up for easter and im cooking. I decided i am going to waite for love to find me and im gonna chil for a while. I love my life an love is not worth ruening it for. Im gonna take it a day at a time.

Wow

Today has been ok i went to the mall and im tired. I went to the junior college prom with some friends last night and had a blast. Im starting enjoy life again and its amazing!!!

Me

Wow as the days pass i sit and wonder why i put myself in some situations. I always end up in bad realtionships, i can never just say no. I often feel as if it is my job to save the world. The thought of new relationships scare me and i tend to stop anyone good from getting to me due to my past experences. It just gets me to think that i would be better off getting off the relationship train and just focusing on my self. For being 18 i wonder also if i am to focused on growing up and settling down. I often find myself fearing the unknown but as an artist it helps me to work on my art.

Me

Wow as the days pass i sit and wonder why i put myself in some situations. I always end up in bad realtionships, i can never just say no. I often feel as if it is my job to save the world. The thought of new relationships scare me and i tend to stop anyone good from getting to me due to my past experences. It just gets me to think that i would be better off getting off the relationship train and just focusing on my self. For being 18 i wonder also if i am to focused on growing up and settling down. I often find myself fearing the unknown but as an artist it helps me to work on my art.

ok

Today has been ok. Im a board member on the jjc school student board and im happy. My life has been ok for a while and im happy. I love school it gives me peace of mind. I guess life is life.lol.

Life

Today life has been ok. On occasion things get hard and i struggle but im still in college and me and my feonce are happy so i am ok. Im going to see Jerry Springer on monday and then i come back to my writing which has been blocked for weeks.

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