Wow as the days pass i sit and wonder why i put myself in some situations. I always end up in bad realtionships, i can never just say no. I often feel as if it is my job to save the world. The thought of new relationships scare me and i tend to stop anyone good from getting to me due to my past experences. It just gets me to think that i would be better off getting off the relationship train and just focusing on my self. For being 18 i wonder also if i am to focused on growing up and settling down. I often find myself fearing the unknown but as an artist it helps me to work on my art.

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  • Shanna J. S. Dunlap
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