Who's face is this?

Something surprising happened to me this week as I was doing some self portrait work for a project. The surprising thing is that it is something I have noticed before but the observation never seemed to rise to the surface of my full awareness until this week; I noticed that my face is frowning when I feel like I am smiling. Now, this may not seem like a big deal, or maybe it does, but I am now wondering why I have never really been able to put this into words before now. A friend whom I haven’t seen for a few years emailed me recently and said that she missed my “sad smile”. You know how sometimes somebody says something and you just don’t know how to process it? Or, sometimes you see something so many times that you don’t really see it at all?

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