a summer spell

At first I thought everyone could see It.

It wasn’t even trying to hide. It was just sitting in the corner of the cafe, waiting.

I chose a table before I saw It, and threw my coat over the back of a chair as I glanced around.

My knees gave out from under me. The chair groaned, and I had to place both hands on the tabletop to steady myself. I closed my eyes.

Not again.

I swallowed, hard.

I’m not ready for this.

I heard the scraping of a chair, and knew It had climbed up at my table. I felt for a menu, and only when it was held up in front of my face did I open my eyes.

The font swam, and I had trouble focusing.

Come on…you knew I’d be back.

My heart sank. I was still trying to pretend It was there for someone else, that it wasn’t my turn. That I could go on with the same heavy steps I’d become so used to taking.

I sighed. Can’t I have a bit more time?

It peeked under the menu.

For what – this?

I knew my tired eyes and unwashed clothes wrote my story for me. I felt a surge of irritation that I was being prodded out of my cosy world of wallowing, and suddenly reached out two fingers to pinch It, hard.

It squeaked, a noise so high pitched and ridiculous I started smiling despite myself. It joined in, and as I lowered the menu I felt laughter bubbling up for the first time in ages. It felt good, as though I was being washed clean, darkness flooding out of each pore. I even winked at the waiter when I paid for my coffee, and as I stood up I looked at It with pursed lips.

So…you’re back then.

I am.

And there’s nothing I can do about it?

It grinned, and I found myself grinning back.

Nothing at all…it’s time.

I swung my bag over my shoulder, and opened the door.

And for the first time in months, Hope followed me home.

a summer spell


Melbourne, Australia

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It’s almost Hallowe’en in the northern hemisphere, but here in the southern, it’s Walpurgisnacht. Summer is coming, and the regeneration this heralds is glorious.

The trees outside my window are a riot of green, I walk with my face turned up to the sun, and get a nod and a smile from people I pass in the street.

Seems like as good a time as any to pick myself up again.

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