Journal

Heavenly Music

My friend in the Netherlands and I started a tradition after Jeremiah’s death of ringing chimes (because he loved chimes) in remembrance on the 30th. Through the years it has grown and people all over the world ring chimes, play instruments and sing for Jeremiah and their own lost loved ones. I will be ringing my chimes for Jeremiah and Jonathan this year. I would like to invite everyone to make your own sounds to heaven for my sons and or your own lost loved ones. We do this at the same exact moments as an uplifting of beautiful sounds to heaven from all over the world. I hope you join us for one, two or all of the times.The times will be………
midnight PST (Monday 29th to Tuesday 30th)
10am PST (Tuesday 30th)
4pm PST (Tuesday 30th)
and 11pm PST (Tuesday 30th)

Ringing of Chimes

Tomorrow is the anniversary of my son Jeremiah’s death. Learning to live again has been the hardest thing I’ve done. Months ago I would have thought dieing to be my only option and I almost succeeded. But when I was in the coma my son (Don’t think I’m weird please) came to me and told me he wanted me to live, so I’ve started the long road back to the living. This anniversary I will not only morn his loss but celebrate his life and the years I was lucky enough to have him. My friend in Amsterdam and my family are going to ring chimes (something he loved) through the day, kind of “Music around the world” thing. Then at the end I will send up a balloon with a message to heaven. If any of you are near a wind chime or bell at any of these times……midnight, 9 am, 11 am, 4 pm, or 11 pm (pacific t…

My Son passed away

This is the hardest thing I have ever written. My son Jeremiah passed away yesterday. I know there are other mothers that lost a child out there, but I feel alone. I don’t know what to do with myself. Will I be able to breath again? Will I ever feel normal? Can Jeremiah hear me where he is? I want to tell him how very much I loved him. I want to know why life is still moving. People are driving, talking, laughing, eating like everything is normal. Why hasn’t the world stopped?

I will be back in a while. If you pray, can you pray for my family? Just a small prayer.

Tammara

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