My recent obsession is with reflections….i have found that reflecting an image, particulary a striking image like some of my sky images…
My recent obsession is with reflections….i have found that reflecting an image, particulary a striking image like some of my sky images becomes more fascinating and more intense than if it was just on its own. / I have added a selection of my work regarding this theme….enjoy!
/ / / image title – the inner sanctum Manic Reflections . . . One day i awakened to a simply sweet, “I heart you!” message on my bathroom mirror. Days later, a bi-polar/manic/sleep-deprived version of me impulsively grabbed my camera, tripod, trusty remote and started striking poses in my mirror. Wishing to immortalize the i heart you message, in some way, before zapping it with Mr. Windex! So . . . i crouched up on my counter, gradually getting closer and closer to the mirror. It was wonderfully strange, surreal and comical – as i carefully attempted to seat myself in the bathroom sink . . . while the rest of me perched perilously on the bathroom counter. Purging my manic energy, creatively, provided me with a sense of relief and surrender. After this series was photographed, i went on to photograph two more, in my studio. It was after the photographing of the three, separate series – that i was finally able to slip toward slumber. So what follows are manic reflections . . . partake and enjoy :) / image title – another version of me / image title – the sensual realm / image title – the chameleon / image title – the mirror speaks / image title – fragile / image title – the confrontation / image title – inward bound Bi-polarities . . . Around 18 it started to sink in that something not-quite-right was going on in my frantic mind. As I was always struggling to pay attention in school . . . i also became aware that i would get these incredible highs, feeling euphoric, invincible, on top of the world – no matter what my actual reality was . . . everything was grandiose! These manic episodes usually lasted about 2 weeks, followed by the worst lows which often lasted months. In a depressive state everything was life and death, everyday problems became overwhelming, i just wanted to crawl into a quiet, dark corner and simply cease to exist. Then there were those inbetween states where i guess i would be what was considered “normal” though to me these inbetween states felt like emotional flat-lining, i felt kind of numb – being so used to the extreme emotions i felt most of the time. When i was younger, my manic episodes were amazing, accompanied by feelings of invincibility, euphoria and pseudo-bliss. I would feel on top of the world! Now, these manic episodes are more dark and frenetic in nature. And i find myself craving the sleep these manic episodes deprive me of. It’s hard to stay on schedule/task when i go day, after day – without sleep. I don’t have more energy when i am manic, i am just more hyper and restless, unable to slow down – which creates the illusion of high energy . . . inside my body and mind are crying out for sleep. It would take another 12 years before i learned how to manage these intense moodswings, learned to go with the flow and how to keep my head above water – no matter what my mood. There were years of self-destructive coping methods and soul numbing medications. Eventually i decided to approach my bi-polarity from a spiritual/holistic perspective. I decided to go vegan and stopped consuming foods loaded with additives/preservatives. I learned about behavioral management, structure, meditation/yoga, prayer, daily spiritual renewal and daily exercise. Putting all of these things into practice, over time . . . allowed me to utilize my moods creatively AND constructively. beingnormalisoverrated JAEDA! / /
The image “old Barn” just won the Mirror Reflection Challenge...
The image “old Barn” just won the Mirror Reflection Challenge hosted by the Light and reflection Group Thanks again for all your support, votes and comments. I truly appreciate it. :-)
City in glass 2 won the recent Pentax group challenge. I am so chuffed, like a dog with 2 D*s / !http://images-1.redbubble.net/img/art/...
City in glass 2 won the recent Pentax group challenge. I am so chuffed, like a dog with 2 D*s /
My image “Spring Blossom Reflections and Architecture” has just been featured in the group BLOOMING TREES! Thanks to this great group for…
My image “Spring Blossom Reflections and Architecture” has just been featured in the group BLOOMING TREES! Thanks to this great group for the feature and recognition! Steve
My image “Crystal Lucky Dice” has just been featured in the group FREEDOM IN WORDS AND ART! Thanks to this great group for the recognitio…
My image “Crystal Lucky Dice” has just been featured in the group FREEDOM IN WORDS AND ART! Thanks to this great group for the recognition and feature! Steve
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