Plunging myself into sorting photos and making tees is not helping me…... thought it would, but it’s still there going round and roun…
Plunging myself into sorting photos and making tees is not helping me…... thought it would, but it’s still there going round and round my head….now I feel sick….... my head hurts…....
What do I do with all the pain, / they expect me stash away / Not my fault and I can’t change it / still hurts deep in my heart / im a lover …
What do I do with all the pain, / they expect me stash away / Not my fault and I can’t change it / still hurts deep in my heart / im a lover and thats just my job / my heart feels deep / i am emotional / makes me a great friend / love is my secrect weapon / no more hate / no more hurt / just think positive / its the only way to live / life is full of crazy / fight it or feed it / my choice / your choice eachday / my pain stash is full / my heart is heavy / Lord take this burden / that has caused me a physical huntchback it’s so heavy / making changes,pressing on / time keeps moving / got to stay happy,its the only way to be / thank you for my hubby and our family / keeps me sane / and grateful / soon i hope all this pain fades away / or i just learn to let it be
Healing / All of my wounds / Suturing and stitching / But the trauma you inflicted / Imbues.
Healing / All of my wounds / Suturing and stitching / But the trauma you inflicted / Imbues.
The Feelings getting stronger / Like something clouding in / All the hate you can hold / Just washing me down….. / way down into the very …
The Feelings getting stronger / Like something clouding in / All the hate you can hold / Just washing me down….. / way down into the very pit of the bottom of your soul / why? what did I do? / Dark is just a feeling,wanting to explode / wishing it would go away, everything / Dont want to draw attention, just wish someone would notice / How very small my care is getting / The field would be nice just an open space, no obstuctions / oh to be an opening and not just a bottle / To stand arms spread out and scream at the very limit of my organ / then cry, cry to the point it kills all the grass making it brown with shame / wishing it could cure my anguish it would grow back the next year green / then when its all gone all the cloudy darkness / let someone know me , my very essence / understand / thats really all I need / but those who understood are gone, happpier now / time just ticks away until lifes greatest accomplishment,’ / peace and quiet / but that damn tick, its like lying under a board while something jumps on it / I want the carefree goodness again, freedom / but this works makes things seem better, for now / it’ll all pass just like the clouds
Look no futher then your arms length and you will find pain. Everyone will hurt you at some point in time. To evolve mentally is the key …
Look no futher then your arms length and you will find pain. Everyone will hurt you at some point in time. To evolve mentally is the key to a quick healing. Expect the worse and hope for the best. That reality in itself is worth living.
i think i can never apologise and thank enough.. To all those who’ve been there for me during my disappearance, who’ve been worried for m…
i think i can never apologise and thank enough.. To all those who’ve been there for me during my disappearance, who’ve been worried for me, asking for me.. thank you so so much for your concern. thank you so so so much.. as some might have noticed, i sorta almost totally disappeared frm here last 1-2 weeks.. the reason is that it might just be because i changed my eating med timing.. i used to have it after i wake up from sleep. start Sep, i had it before sleep (no thanks to fasting period). i also realised i accidentally missed my doc appt earlier this month, which means my med’s running out. but don’t worry! i got my fresh batch of med already.. n_n” basically i haven’t been able to comment and fav on all the wonderful pieces that everyone’s been uploading, cos i was too troubled, i don’t wanna give a half hearted comment. i love the works, so i really wanna comment and fav them when i’m feeling ok and can give my most sincere comments.. =D i also wanna thank the buyer of Chibi Frazzle tee and S.T.F.U tee! Thank you so so much to the mystery buyers!! =D i also made some sales over at Zazzle.. / Thank you Morin and Christopher for purchasing Chibi Fraz Bday card... / Thank you Jose, for purchasing Nobody Loves Me T-Shirt / Thank you so so muchie to Midori-sama for requesting and purchasing Hug? button !! =D / And thank you Ariel for purchasing Sobs… T-Shirt / I also wanna especially thank Lisa, Karin and Ellen for their lovely lovely comments on the keds i recently did at my zazzle shop .. i actually did those to distract me from the problems i have at home.. eheh.. n_n” but seriously, thank you all so so much for the lovely comments!! i was feeling waaaaay unloved and hated, and the comments really makes me smile despite the pain in my chest.. X)
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“Depressed” was featured in the group “The Group of Death” / !http://images-1.redbubble.net/img/art/border:noborder/product:mounted-p…
“Depressed” was featured in the group “The Group of Death” / “Sunbathing in my secret garden” was featured in the group Light In The Darkness / “Please!!!” was featured in the group The Patchwork /
“Depressed” was featured in the group Unconventional Artistry !http://images-1.redbubble.net/img/art/border:noborder/product:moun…
“Depressed” was featured in the group Unconventional Artistry “Prayer” was featured in the group Core [C.O.R.E] I am very grateful to the hosts of both groups!!
And just when you thought that things could not get any worse, they do. The feeling that maybe you messed up on something makes you feel …
And just when you thought that things could not get any worse, they do. The feeling that maybe you messed up on something makes you feel vulnerable and weak. He no longer smiles as we pass the hallways and he no longer says “hey!” or hi…but what happened? I don’t understand the whole gap that is now the silence between us. I think it was something that I wanted to happen which drove him away from me. He probably thinks of me as a young hopeless heart which has nothing better to do than to fantasize about something that he doesn’t want to become involved with. It shatters the heart sometimes and when it does the pain is unbelievable. I don’t know what to say to him now, much less how to face myself in order to talk to him again. There is nothing that is attaching him to me, so he has to be able to make his decisions with out me thinking that he has to answer to me. Yeah I do have feelings for him but I have learned that mislead love is the worst cause for tears and the saddest form of sentimental pain.
i’d like to say it’s been a good day. i am having strings of good days now but today, i’ve reached a knot…or maybe even a hard break. ...
i’d like to say it’s been a good day. i am having strings of good days now but today, i’ve reached a knot…or maybe even a hard break. i like to kid myself that i mean as much to members of my family as they mean to me. i manipulate my perceptions regarding people. i like to say that i have incredible tolerance and acceptance. but really, it’s denial. i deny those things that people do to hurt me and convince myself that they have qualities and values that they do not have. / then, when reality saturday comes round, voila. the truth is revealed and i’m not too good at dealing with it. wasn’t there a movie once called ‘reality bites’ because there should be, if not.
Carry me down, down, down / Bury me in the ground / And my heart on my sleeve / And a golden wreathe Pain pushed be / This far / Brought m…
Carry me down, down, down / Bury me in the ground / And my heart on my sleeve / And a golden wreathe Pain pushed be / This far / Brought me to my knee’s / Suffocating in dirt Filth clogs my world / Everyone lies / And nobody denies / Their true selves It’s very scary / Being so clean / In a world so filthy / Covered in clones Watch you pull me down / In your world of / Lies / suffocating in life Rip my soul out / Feed it to the sleaze / Well I keep my / Heart on my sleeve And dead on my lips / The words left unsaid / “I love all your / lies and I am the living dead.:
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