I am small. Big people surround me, I feel safe. / He holds me. Ever so briefly. I look into his eyes and notice a glint in his eyes. Wet?...
I am small. Big people surround me, I feel safe. / He holds me. Ever so briefly. I look into his eyes and notice a glint in his eyes. Wet? Sitting on his lap I have to stretch my neck to kiss him on the cheek. / Big sloppy kiss. Make him feel better. / Papa? What’s wrong? / He rubs my back and smiles. The smile isn’t real. I am small. But I feel his hurt. / Big hug for Papa. / He gets up, lifting me into the air. / “It’s okay my little doll” “Papa is okay” / He swings me up – high into the air -and down again.Thump. / Sad eyes, mouth drawn into a grin that I know is not right. I can feel it. I just know. / “I know Papa. I know you’re sad. Will another kiss help?” / “Yes little doll, it will help” / Another sloppy kiss and this time,his smile is real. I feel it. I am 15. / I am in bed. Mama is out to work, she is doing nightshift. Some nights she doesn’t come home at all. Papa has gone out. I am 15. I am safe. / Loud noises wake me up a while later. Groans. / I run upstairs. Front door, broken glass, blood…Papa staggering…..he collapses. / Blood everywhere. All through the glass…..Papa!....no movement. Scared now. / Shake him…where’s the blood coming from? / He moves. Groans. Tries to stand up. / “Little doll go to bed I’m okay” / He’s not okay. / I feel it. / I help him to the bedroom where he collapses on the bed. / “Go to bed little doll, Papa is okay, just a bit drunk” / Papa doesn’t get drunk. / Blood everywhere. / Can’t be a good girl, can’t listen to him. Have to do what feels right. / Ring doctor. / Doctor said he would have bled to death had he been left. / I knew he wasn’t okay. Felt it. Mama and Papa sat me down to tell me they’re divorcing.They show no emotion, no upset. My brother and I are told that for now we need to stay with Mama. That’s okay, we’ll see Papa regularly. I am safe. / His eyes tell me he is okay. Strange. No sadness. They say they are sad, but it isn’t true, at least not from Papa. I feel it. He has a sense of freedom. A strange joy. I feel it. I am17. Walk into Papa’s flat. Standing by the kitchen sink he is peeling potatoes. Back to me. I feel it. Sadness. “You okay Papa?” / “I’m okay little doll, peeling some potatoes for dinner” / He is not okay. I know it. I feel it. / I touch him on the shoulders. / Papa…. / Wet face. Tears? Papa doesn’t have tears. / I hug him. / “She’s left?” / “How do you know?” / “I don’t know…I feel it….” / And for the first time, little doll becomes adult woman to her Papa. / For the first time, he lets down all his defenses, lets emotion free. / And as his sobbing subsides, and he tells her his innermost fears, his feelings of helplessness, he shows his true self to his “little doll” for the first time- vulnerable. / I have felt that, known it. / To have him express it, openly and without fear, started this girl’s journey to protection. My journey. / I am 33. My best friend in the truest honest sense, my confidante, my mentor is standing in front of the fridge in my kitchen. / He is going away. We’ll celebrate Christmas in January when he returns. / I have to talk to him about him dying. / I don’t know why. I just feel it. / He does not question this discussion. Since that day when I was 17, he has never once questioned why I talk about some things. Freedom. Say what’s on your mind, no matter how silly it may seem and we’ll have a calm discussion about it. / I tell him I’m frightened that he won’t come back. 33 years old and what I’m saying sounds childish. He does not judge, does not block the topic. / “What worries you most about me not coming back?” / “That I won’t cope. You are my line of sanity Pap” / He calmly tells me that he just recently changed his will. “You’ll be able to cope fine”. / That’s not what I meant. “I’m leaving you the organ to haunt you, I know you hate me playing it” He laughs. Just loves a joke. Oh very funny. / But it’s all real. I feel it. / “I won’t cope emotionally Pap, you’ve always been there” / “You will cope. You’re strong. A chip off the old block” / Pride. Best compliment anyone could give me. Chip off the old block. Just like my Papa. / Big hug. / “Seriously Pap, I’m worried…you know what I mean…I feel it” / “I know. But it’s strange, it should be Sue you’re worried about, she’s the one who shouldn’t be flying” / “It’s you Pap.” / Mouth twists into smile, eyes are sad. I feel it. / “I’ll be there, even when I’m no longer on this earth, if there is a way, I’ll be near you, trust me” / Others gather, block the discussion. Ridiculous depressing and unecessary talk. Block. / But I know. And when he leaves, I can see it in his eyes. He knows. / Tears after he leaves. One month later the answering machine has a message. Call the hospital in South Africa. Your father is okay, but he was admitted last night. He is better now, just resting and they’ll release him soon. Do not worry. Message came in about 20 minutes ago. / I ring, and I know. I can feel it. Three people and 15 minutes delay. Sue on the phone crying. I already know. I felt it. “He was fine, he was fine. They said we could go back to the hotel. He got up from his bed and just collapsed. He’s gone, they only just told me, he’s gone” Aneuryism. Unexpected, unpredictable, just one of those things. / Not unexpected to me. I felt it before he left. / And to all those who blocked our last conversation, to all those who think that people should not have the freedom to speak about their feelings, no matter how irrational they may seem to be – perhaps you ought to think twice. Ten days later we held his funeral. His body brought back from South Africa. / Two services. Long drawn out. / I was a “chip off the old block” those 10 days. / Tough. Calm. Organized. / On the way to the funeral I stopped to buy some miniature roses. To put on the coffin on behalf of my two babies.No one knew. / Many of my friends turned up. That was unexpected. I returned home alone. Picked up my babies. / The dog, happy to see me, at the back door. / Small yard, just grass and a few bushes. / And an enormous rose bush, with miniature roses. / I did not have a rose bush in my backyard that morning. It was not newly planted. Grass around the base, weeds, leaves..as though it had started it’s life as a seed in that ground. I did not have a rose bush in my backyard that morning. / Papa. / I could feel it. Therefore I knew it. / Protection. / Feel It.
I don’t know but why do I feel like crying ? —-—-—-—-—-—-—-—-—-—-—- I’m okay t…
I don’t know but why do I feel like crying ? —-—-—-—-—-—-—-—-—-—-—- I’m okay though. But I can’t code for nuts hahah.
I started looking at pictures today. I added a few to my favorites as I browsed and I realized something very interesting. Instead of…
I started looking at pictures today. I added a few to my favorites as I browsed and I realized something very interesting. Instead of placing into my favorites the pictures I might appreciate at any time as beautiful. (And believe you me, there are some gorgeous pieces on this site. The use of colors and the placement of details are amazing. Some are technical wonders. Others are amusing. And some remind me of places I’ve been and things I’ve seen.) I was instead choosing the pictures that inspired me to find a story. There are corridors that lead to hidden worlds, and strangers hiding behind columns – giggling at the new-comer, and a sweet love story from a lonely umbrella. There’s a SciFi novel waiting for me to work on it and a thriller that leaves its hero contemplating the European city below and asking for help from the saint’s statue nearby. The fact that I prefer life in my pictures is nothing new. I don’t like plain landscapes, or static scenes. I prefer impressionism to realism. And yet, I don’t think of life as simply people in the scene. Life is the story that’s hiding behind a rusted gate or breathing from a deserted barn that’s lived so long, it’s just waiting for the grandchildren to say goodbye before it collapses. This site has been wonderful for getting my creative juices flowing, and for that, I thank all of the artists here.
I was looking through David Librach’s work this evening, some stunning photographs, of which one in particular, Yin and Yang connected wi…
I was looking through David Librach’s work this evening, some stunning photographs, of which one in particular, Yin and Yang connected with me on a particular emotional level as well as the more academic perspective i usually appreciate things from. It reminded me, instantaneously, of the only other moment i had looked at a piece of art and been moved to uncontrollable tears. This was 8 years ago, whilst i was working in The Netherlands, as an Intern at the Former Yugoslavia War Crimes Tribunal, and about to return to the UK to start work in criminal law here in Leicester. I attended a party, it was a tribunal thing, and i was hugely happy and having a good time, or so i thought, until i saw a picture on the wall, it was a coastal scene, the sea, a small beach and a large sand dune over which an African / Arabic shepherd was tending his flock of goats. It just kicked me in the stomach and from then until 4 or so hours later i was a wreck – the first time i had cried since i was a child in fact. I’ve been looking for the picture ever since, because it taught me that art can trigger memories or feelings deeply suppressed, and that can be a good thing, if properly managed. I’m really happy i don’t find myself breaking down at the work i see on here.. but its a great thing to connect with a piece of work and feel it on different levels. And if anyone out there knows what that particular painting / print was.. then i would appreciate a head’s up! Simon
MWM: This long letter to humanity appeared with no apparent return address. It is being posted here and there. This is another Internet p…
MWM: This long letter to humanity appeared with no apparent return address. It is being posted here and there. This is another Internet piece for which I cannot assess the validity. All I CAN say is that it sounds like a good idea, is coherent, and is written skillfully at a level of intelligence and maturity with I would associate with a serious, non-technical, matter-of-fact level of discourse. It is not ethnically loaded and the writer has a very good understanding of language and human psychology, though there are a few moments where the grammar is different than we are accustomed to and there are a couple of language errors. Most importantly, it makes no reference to impossible constructs, faux-tech, nor any type of religious or New Age buzzwords. This is as clean a straight-shooting letter, as you will find. Accordingly I am sending it to you to “vet” it and see what our Phoenix Five brain trust surmises about it. I am also sending it to you because it might be real. The main assertion in the letter is that human civilization is now in an uncontrollable free-fall implosion which cannot be “fixed” from within existing social systems. The implosion is causing, will cause a major rupture in all human orders. There is a dark road down toward the use of technology to rapidly enslave human populations in a badly degraded and unhealthy environment. Those who are defining this path, many of them unintentionally, have the greater advantage of power over resources and may gain the upper hand during the coming rupture. There are many who would take a liberating path, they could gain the upper hand if they UNDERSTAND THE CHOICE and can lose their fear, sense of isolation, and ignorance about the true state of affairs. The main proposition in the letter is that the mass appearance of ET in the skies now could help humanity clear away the veils of illusion and deceits, help settle many existential issues and dilemmas, and provide an “attractor” to help pull positive mentalities out of the social death-vortex and enable them to refocus the next stage in evolution. The main question in the letter is whether you want ET to thus show UP. ET suggests that direct contact and some cultural assistance would provide the means to overcome the major blocks in human social and cultural evolution. ET argues that the mental/emotional ground needs to be prepared for such contact. Consent and expectation for such contact needs to be created around the world, less humans react in mass with fear and become manipulated by reactive power elites. ET suggests that a focused telepathic answer from each reader will be sufficient to assist ET is reaching a conclusion about what it should or should not do. Even as the internet is achieving universal penetration during this time, ET requests that this letter, its first mass communication, be universally translated and transmitted throughout the world. ET also suggests that this should be done by people to people, forget the mass media. Here is the letter. Here it is unaltered by me. Decide for yourself. Mwm CHANGE THE WORLD! “DECIDE WHETHER WE SHOULD SHOW UP!” Whoever transmitted this translated message to you is irrelevant, and should remain anonymous in your mind. It is what you will do with this message which matters ! > Each one of you wishes to exercise her/his free will and experience happiness. These are attributes that were shown to us and to which we now have access. Your free will depends upon the knowledge you have of your own power. Your happiness depends upon the love that you give and receive. Like all conscious races at this stage of progress, you may feel isolated on your planet. This impression makes you sure of your destiny. Yet, you are at the brink of big upheavals that only a minority is aware of. It is not our responsibility to modify your future without you choosing it. Consider this message as a worldwide referendum! And your answer as a ballot! Who are we ? Neither your scientists nor your religious representatives speak unanimously about the unexplained celestial events that mankind has witnessed for thousands of years. To know the truth, one must face it without the filter of one´s beliefs, however respectable they may be. A growing number of anonymous researchers of yours are exploring new knowledge paths and are getting very close to reality. Today, your civilisation is flooded with an ocean of information of which only a tiny part, the less upsetting one, is notably diffused. What in your history seemed ridiculous or improbable has often become possible, then realised, in particular in the last fifty years. Be aware that the future will be even more surprising. You will discover the worst as well as the best. Like billions others in this galaxy, we are conscious creatures that some name “extra-terrestrials”, even though reality is subtler. There is no fundamental difference between you and us, save for the experience of certain stages of evolution. Like in any other organized structure, hierarchy exists in our internal relationships. Ours is based upon the wisdom of several races. It is with the approval of this hierarchy that we turn to you. Like most of you, we are in the quest of the Supreme Being. Therefore we are not gods or lesser gods but virtually your equals in the Cosmic Brotherhood. Physically, we are somewhat different from you but for most of us humanoid-shaped. Our existence is a reality but the majority of you does not perceive it yet. We are not mere observations, we are consciences just like you. You fail to apprehend us because we remain invisible to your senses and measure instruments most of the time. We wish to fill this void at this moment in your history. We made this collective decision but this is not enough. We need yours. Through this message, you become the decision-makers ! You personally. We have no human representative on Earth who could guide your decision. Why aren´t we visible? At certain stages of evolution, cosmic “humanities” discover new forms of science beyond the apparent control of matter. Structured dematerialisation and materialisation are part of them. This is what your humanity has reached in a few laboratories, in close collaboration with other extra-terrestrial creatures at the cost of hazardous compromises that remain purposely hidden from you by some of your representatives. Apart from the aerial or spatial objects or phenomena known about by your scientific community, that you call ´UFOs, there are essentially multidimensional manufactured spaceships that apply these capacities. Many human beings have been in visual, auditory, tactile or psychic contact with such ships, some of which are under occult powers that govern you. The scarcity of your observations is due to the outstanding advantages provided by the dematerialised state of these ships. By not witnessing them by yourself, you cannot believe in their existence. We fully understand this. The majority of these observations are made on an individual basis so as to touch the soul and not to modify any organised system. This is deliberate from the races that surround you but for very different reasons and results. For negative multidimensional beings that play a part in the exercise of power in the shadow of human oligarchy, discretion is motivated by their will to keep their existence and seizure unknown. For us, discretion is motivated by the respect of the human free will that people can exercise to manage their own affairs so that they can reach technical and spiritual maturity on their own. Humankind´s entrance into the family of galactic civilisations is greatly expected. We can appear in broad daylight and help you attain this union. We haven´t done it so far, as too few of you have genuinely desired it, because of ignorance, indifference or fear, and because the emergency of the situation did not justify it. Many of those who study our appearances count the lights in the night without lighting the way. Often they think in terms of objects when it is all about conscious beings. Who are you ? You are the offspring of many traditions that throughout time have been mutually enriched by each others´ contributions. The same applies to the races at the surface of the Earth. Your goal is to unite in the respect of these roots to accomplish a common project. The appearance of your cultures seems to keep you separated because you substitute it to your deeper being. Shape is now more important than the essence of your subtle nature. For the powers in place, this prevalence of the shape constitutes the ramparts against any form of jeopardy. You are being called on to overcome shape while still respecting it for its richness and beauty. Understanding the conscience of shape makes us love men in their diversity. Peace does not mean not making war, it consists in becoming what you are in reality: a same Fraternity. To understand this, the number of solutions within your reach are decreasing. One of them consists in contact with another race that would reflect the image of what you are in reality. What is your situation ? Except for rare occasions, our interventions always had very little incidence on your capacity to make collective and individual decisions about your own future. This is motivated by our knowledge of your deep psychological mechanisms. We reached the conclusion that freedom is built every day as a being becomes aware of himself and of his environment, getting progressively rid of constraints and inertias, whatever they may be. Despite the numerous, brave and willing human consciences, those inertias are artificially maintained for the profit of a growing centralising power Until recently, mankind lived a satisfying control of its decisions. But it is losing more and more the control of its own fate because of the growing use of advanced technologies, which lethal consequences on the earthly and human ecosystems become irreversible. You are slowly but surely losing your extraordinary capacity to make life desirable. Your resilience will artificially decrease, independently of your own will. Such technologies exist that affect your body as well as your mind. Such plans are on their way. This can change as long as you keep this creative power in you, even if it cohabits with the dark intentions of your potential lords. This is the reason why we remain invisible. This individual power is doomed to vanish should a collective reaction of great magnitude not happen. The period to come is that of rupture, whichever it may be. But should you wait for the last moment to find solutions? Should you anticipate or undergo pain ? Your history has never ceased to be marked by encounters between peoples who had to discover one another in conditions that were often conflictual. Conquests almost always happened to the detriment of others. Earth has now become a village where everyone knows everyone else but still conflicts persist and threats of all kinds get worse in duration and intensity. Although a Human being as an individual, yet having many potential capacities, cannot exercise them with dignity. This is the case for the biggest majority of you for reasons that are essentially geopolitical. There are several billion of you. The education of your children and your living conditions, as well as the conditions of numerous animals and much plant life are nevertheless under the thumb of a small number of your political, financial, military and religious representatives. Your thoughts and beliefs are modelled after partisan interests to turn you into slaves while at the same time giving you the feeling that you are in total control of your destiny, which in essence is the reality. But there is a long way between a wish and a fact when the true rules of the game at hand are unknown. This time, you are not the conqueror. Biasing information is a millenary strategy for human beings. Inducting thoughts, emotions or organisms that do not belong to you via ad hoc technologies is an even older a strategy. Wonderful opportunities of progress stand close to big subdual and destruction threats. These dangers and opportunities exist now. However, you can only perceive what is being shown to you. The end of natural resources is programmed whereas no long-term collective project has been launched. Ecosystem exhaustion mechanisms have exceeded irreversible limits. The scarcity of resources and their unfair distribution – resources which entry price will rise day after day – will bring about fratricide fights at a large scale, but also at the very heart of your cities and countrysides. Hatred grows bigger but so does love. That is what keeps you confident in your ability to find solutions. But the critical mass is insufficient and a sabotage work is cleverly being carried out. Human behaviours, formed from past habits and trainings, have such an inertia that this perspective leads you to a dead end. You entrust these problems to representatives, whose conscience of common well-being slowly fades away in front of corporatist interests, with those difficulties. They are always debating on the form but rarely on the content. Just at the moment of action, delays will accumulate to the point when you have to submit rather than choose. This is the reason why, more than ever in your history, your decisions of today will directly and significantly impact your survival of tomorrow. What event could radically modify this inertia that is typical of any civilisation? Where will a collective and unifying awareness come from, that will stop this blind rushing ahead? Tribes, populations and human nations have always encountered and interacted with one another. Faced with the threats weighing upon the human family, it is perhaps time that a greater interaction occurred. A great roller wave is on the verge of emerging. It mixes very positive but also very negative aspects. Who are the “third party”? There are two ways to establish a cosmic contact with another civilisation: via its standing representatives or directly with individuals without distinction. The first way entails fights of interests, the second way brings awareness. The first way was chosen by a group of races motivated by keeping mankind in slavery, thereby controlling Earth resources, the gene pool and human emotional energy. The second way was chosen by a group of races allied with the cause of the Spirit of service. We have, at our end, subscribed to this disinterested cause and introduced ourselves a few years ago to representatives of the human power who refused our outstretched hand on the pretext of incompatible interests with their strategic vision. That is why today individuals are to make this choice by themselves without any representative interfering. What we proposed in the past to those whom we believed were in a capacity to contribute to your happiness, we propose it now to … you! Most of you ignore that non-human creatures took part in the exercise of those centralising powers without them being neither suspected nor accessible to your senses. This is so true that they have almost very subtly taken control. They do not necessarily stand on your material plan, and that is precisely what could make them extremely efficient and frightening in the near future. However, be aware that a large number of your representatives are fighting this danger ! Be aware that not all abductions are made against you. It is difficult to recognize the truth ! How could you under such conditions exercise your free will when it is so much manipulated ? What are you really free of ? Peace and reunification of your peoples would be a first step toward the harmony with civilisations other than yours. That is precisely what those who manipulate you behind the scenes want to avoid at all cost because, by dividing, they reign! They also reign over those who govern you. Their strength comes from their capacity to distillate mistrust and fear into you. This considerably harms your very cosmic nature. This message would be of no interest if these manipulators´ tutorate did not reach its peak and if their misleading and murderous plans did not materialise in a few years from now. Their deadlines are close and mankind will undergo unprecedented torments for the next ten cycles. To defend yourselves against this aggression that bears no face, you need at least to have enough information that leads to the solution. As is also the case with humans, resistance exists amongst those dominant races. Here again, appearance will not be enough to tell the dominator from the ally. At your current state of psychism, it is extremely difficult for you to distinguish between them. In addition to your intuition, training will be necessary when the time has come. Being aware of the priceless value of free will, we are inviting you to an alternative. What can we offer ? We can offer you a more holistic vision of the universe and of life, constructive interactions, the experience of fair and fraternal relationships, liberating technical knowledge, eradiction of suffering, controlled exercise of individual powers, the access to new forms of energy and, finally, a better comprehension of consciousness. We cannot help you overcome your individual and collective fears, or bring you laws that you would not have chosen, work on your own selves, individual and collective effort to build the world you desire, the spirit of quest to new skies. What would we receive? Should you decide that such a contact takes place, we would rejoice over the safeguarding of fraternal equilibrium in this region of the universe, fruitful diplomatic exchanges, and the intense Joy of knowing that you are united to accomplish what you are capable of. The feeling of Joy is strongly sought in the universe for its energy is divine. What is the question we ask you “DO YOU WISH THAT WE SHOW UP?” How to can you answer this question? The truth of soul can be read by telepathy. You only need to clearly ask yourself this question and give your answer as clearly, on your own or in a group, as you wish. Being in the heart of a city or in the middle of a desert does not impact the efficiency of your answer, YES or NO, IMMEDIATELY AFTER ASKING THE QUESTION! Just do it as if you were speaking to yourself but thinking about the message. This is a universal question and these mere few words, put in their context, have a powerful meaning. You should not let hesitation in the way. This is why you should calmly think about it, in all conscience. In order to perfectly associate your answer with the question, it is recommended that you answer right after another reading of this message. Do not rush to answer. Breathe and let all the power of your own free will penetrate you. Be proud of what you are! The problems that you may have weaken you. Forget about them for a few minutes to be yourselves. Feel the force that springs up in you. You are in control of yourselves! A single thought, a single answer can drastically change your near future, in one way as in another. Your individual decision of asking in your inner self that we show up on your material plan and in broad daylight is precious and essential to us. Even though you can choose the way that best suits you, rituals are essentially useless. A sincere request made with your heart and your own will will always be perceived by those of us whom it is sent to. In your own private polling booth of your secret will, you will determine the future. What is the lever effect ? This decision should be made by the greatest number among you, even though it might seem like a minority. It is recommended to spread this message, in all envisageable fashions, in as many languages as possible, to those around you, whether or not they seem receptive to this new vision of the future. Do it using in a humorous tone or derision if that can help you. You can even openly and publicly make fun of it if it makes you feel more comfortable but do not be indifferent for at least you will have exercised your free will. Forget about the false prophets and the beliefs that have been transmitted to you about us. This request is one of the most intimate that can be asked to you. Making a decision by yourself, as an individual, is your right as well as your responsibility ! Passivity only leads to the absence of freedom. Similarly, indecision is never efficient. If you really want to cling to your beliefs, which is something that we understand, then say NO. If you do not know what to choose, do not say YES because of mere curiosity. This is not a show, this is real daily life, WE ARE ALIVE ! And living ! Your history has plenty of episodes when determined men and women were able to influence the thread of events in spite of their small number. Just like a small number is enough to take temporal power on Earth and influence the future of the majority, a small number of you can radically change your fate as an answer to the impotence in face of so much inertia and hurdles ! You can ease the mankind´s birth to Brotherhood. One of your thinkers once said: “Give me a hand-hold and I´ll raise the Earth”. Spreading this message will then be the hand-hold to strengthen, we will be the light-years long lever, you will be the craftsmen to … raise the Earth as a consequence of our appearance. What would be the consequences of a positive decision ? For us, the immediate consequence of a collective favourable decision would be the materialisation of many ships, in your sky and on Earth. For you, the direct effect would be the rapid abandoning of many certitudes and beliefs. A simple conclusive visual contact would have huge repercussions on your future. Much knowledge would be modified forever. The organisation of your societies would be deeply upheaved for ever, in all fields of activity. Power would become individual because you would see for yourself that we are living. Concretely, you would change the scale of your values! The most important thing for us is that humankind would form a single family in front of this “unknown” we would represent ! Danger would slowly melt away from your homes because you would indirectly force the undesirable ones, those we name the “third party”, to show up and vanish. You would all bear the same name and share the same roots: Mankind ! Later on, peaceful and respectful exchanges would be thus possible if such is your wish. For now, he who is hungry cannot smile, he who is fearful cannot welcome us. We are sad to see men, women and children suffering to such a degree in their flesh and in their hearts when they bear such an inner light. This light can be your future. Our relationships could be progressive. Several stages of several years or decades would occur: demonstrative appearance of our ships, physical appearance beside human beings, collaboration in your technical and spiritual evolution, discovery of parts of the galaxy. Every time, new choices would be offered to you. You would then decide by yourself to cross new stages if you think it necessary to your external and inner well-being. No interference would be decided upon unilaterally. We would leave as soon as you would collectively wish that we do. Depending upon the speed to spread the message across the world, several weeks, or even several months will be necessary before our “great appearance”, if such is the decision made by the majority of those who will have used their capacity to choose, and if this message receives the necessary support. The main difference between your daily prayers to entities of a strictly spiritual nature and your current decision is extremely simple : we are technically equipped to materialise! Why such a historical dilemma ? We know that “foreigners” are considered as enemies as long as they embody the “unknown”. In a first stage, the emotion that our appearance will generate will strengthen your relationships on a worldwide scale. How could you know whether our arrival is the consequence of your collective choice ? For the simple reason that we would have otherwise been already there for a long time at your level of existence! If we are not there yet, it is because you have not made such a decision explicitly. Some among you might think that we would make you believe in a deliberate choice of yours so as to legitimate our arrival, though this would not be true. What interest would we have to openly offer you what you haven´t got any access to yet, for the benefit of the greatest number of you? How could you be certain that this is not yet another subtle manoeuvre of the “third party” to better enslave you ? Because one always more efficiently fights something that is identified than the contrary. Isn´t the terrorism that corrodes you a blatant example ? Whatever, you are the sole judge in your own heart and soul ! Whatever your choice, it would be respectable and respected! In the absence of human representatives who could potentially seduce into error you ignore everything about us as well as from about those who manipulate you without your consent. In your situation, the precationary principle that consists in not trying to discover us does no longer prevail. You are already in the Pandora´s box that the “third party” has created around you. Whatever your decision may be you will have to get out of it. In the face of such a dilemma, one ignorance against another, you need to ask your intuition. Do you want to see us with your own eyes, or simply believe what your thinkers say ? That is the real question! After thousands of years, one day, this choice was going to be inevitable: choosing between two unknowns. Why spread such a message among yourselves? Translate and spread this message widely. This action will affect your future in an irreversible and historical way at the scale of milleniums, otherwise, it will postpone a new opportunity to choose to several years later, at least one generation, if it can survive. Not choosing stands for undergoing other people´s choice. Not informing others stands for running the risk of obtaining a result that is contrary to one´s expectations. Remaining indifferent means giving up one´s free will. It is all about your future. It is all about your evolution. It is possible that this invitation does not receive your collective assent and that, because of a lack of information, it will be disregarded. Nevertheless no individual desire goes unheeded in the universe. Imagine our arrival tomorrow. Thousands of ships. A unique cultural shock in today´s mankind´s history. It will then be too late to regret about not making a choice and spreading the message because this discovery will be irreversible. We do insist that you do not rush into it, but do think about it ! And decide ! The big medias will not be necessarily interested in spreading this message. It is therefore your task, as an anonymous yet an extraordinary thinking and loving being, to transmit it. You are still the architects of your own fate… “DO YOU WISH THAT WE SHOW UP?” MAY PEACE PREVAIL ON EARTH AND IN SPACE I made my decision, make yours…even if you think this is the stupidest thing you have ever read, send it off as a joke….I dont care, just share it….. source~ / http://raenergy.igc.org/ETtoEarth.html
disgusted from life’s little mishaps and misfortunes, i finally ate something today. / I haven’t eaten since sunday (5/11/2008) and i pret…
disgusted from life’s little mishaps and misfortunes, i finally ate something today. / I haven’t eaten since sunday (5/11/2008) and i pretty much felt like puking when i ate this morning. Although taking care of myself is a priority.. i just feel ill to my stomach, like i have a food poisoning or a really bad hangover. Other then that, everything is going great i feel like i’ve gained a boat load of ambition, now all i need to do is get a dictionary and figure out words to express my feelings and emotions more in depth.
Still in an awkward place / still feeling a little lost / emotions that i have had / have turned to bitterness and hate. / the luster of happ…
Still in an awkward place / still feeling a little lost / emotions that i have had / have turned to bitterness and hate. / the luster of happiness has changed / to loss of self and worth I am a recovering drug addict / recovering from heart ache, disbelief, lies, and hate / i don’t ever feel like getting high / although, at the same time… / i don’t like feeling the way i am currently / but getting high wouldn’t fix my problem / so there’s no need to go out and waste my life on that. / writing helps me get my emotions out / even though i am trying to hide from them right now. encouragement would be gladly appreciated at this time -joe p.s. suggestions of great art for me to look at / would/could cheer me up… something beautiful / to conter-act with the way i feel.
The Feelings getting stronger / Like something clouding in / All the hate you can hold / Just washing me down….. / way down into the very …
The Feelings getting stronger / Like something clouding in / All the hate you can hold / Just washing me down….. / way down into the very pit of the bottom of your soul / why? what did I do? / Dark is just a feeling,wanting to explode / wishing it would go away, everything / Dont want to draw attention, just wish someone would notice / How very small my care is getting / The field would be nice just an open space, no obstuctions / oh to be an opening and not just a bottle / To stand arms spread out and scream at the very limit of my organ / then cry, cry to the point it kills all the grass making it brown with shame / wishing it could cure my anguish it would grow back the next year green / then when its all gone all the cloudy darkness / let someone know me , my very essence / understand / thats really all I need / but those who understood are gone, happpier now / time just ticks away until lifes greatest accomplishment,’ / peace and quiet / but that damn tick, its like lying under a board while something jumps on it / I want the carefree goodness again, freedom / but this works makes things seem better, for now / it’ll all pass just like the clouds
Well finally as you were informed I got my 5 year UK Visa and I have now booked all my flights! I leave Brisbane on July 23rd and I go to…
Well finally as you were informed I got my 5 year UK Visa and I have now booked all my flights! I leave Brisbane on July 23rd and I go to Sydney. I leave Sydney on July 25th for London. So I am just chilling in Sydney for a day and 2 nights to try and detach myself from family and friends before I leave the country altogether. If anyone has any tips on how to deal with the complete whirlwind of emotion I’m going through right now, throw them at me. I feel like I don’t even remember who I am. Excitement, nerves and despair all at once.
The warmth of your touch / The shiver running down my spine / As you touch my face / Electricity pulsates / through every cell in my body ...
The warmth of your touch / The shiver running down my spine / As you touch my face / Electricity pulsates / through every cell in my body / My skin is heating up / Goosebumps cover my whole person / I shake from the intensity of your touch / Your manly hand touches my spine / My body feels in shock / As if I have been jolted / My breath is taken away / Then you kiss me / Firm yet soft / We are like one in that moment / As you kiss me / you pull me in closer / I feel I am wrapped up in your body / I melt into you / You hold me up / As the intensity of your kiss / Weakens my knees / A tear fills my eye / Never knowing such beauty / Such wonder / At that moment / You have taken me / To a place so rare so sweet / This day will stay with me / Never forgotten.
How is it that we travel through life, / blinded by the very things that stand before us? / We continue to encourage ourselves to do the / ...
How is it that we travel through life, / blinded by the very things that stand before us? / We continue to encourage ourselves to do the / very things we know we shouldn’t? / Seldom taking action against those same things that, / deep down, we know damn well that we should? / How is it that we travel through life, never knowing / whether now is the right time to say what it is we need to say? / And even whether or not this is the right person / to say whatever it is we need to say to? / How is it – that despite all of the lessons we learn as children, / all of the advice we are given as teens, and through all of the / mistakes that we are supposed to have learned from ….. / That we still carry so much self doubt and critisism of / ourselves, that we can never be free to express exactly what / we need to express to those whom we need to express it to? / Is the world so politically incorrect that we should offend anyone / who we speak the honest truth to? / I mean, isn’t it better to know you’ve been saved from the / embarrassment of the entire world seeing your proverbial open fly / by having one single person point it out to you? / Think about it! / I may be mistaken – but then, who are you to say I’m wrong – / This is my opinion after all – and since when is an opinion a bad thing? / Yes, it may be out of line with yours, or simply out of line - / but you don’t have to like it – and it will never be right or wrong. / It will always be mine. / How I choose to use it will also be my choice – because I have a choice. / I choose to live! I choose to stand on my own two feet and SHOUT / from the rooftops – I AM FREE! I AM HUMAN! I MAKE MISTAKES! I AM REAL! / So, if you can’t handle that – then you need to sit back and take a / look at where your priorities lay. Look at them, sort through them, / and put them to one side while you choose to live too. / Because as far as I know, we get one chance, one life in which to / make mistakes, learn from them, give and take advice, live, laugh / and love. / Love your family, love your friends, love your life – but above all else, / please, love yourself. / Value the most important person in your life – you. The rest will fall into place.
Saying Goodbye was featured in Emotive Art – Not Happy Campers..
Saying Goodbye was featured in Emotive Art – Not Happy Campers today! I am honored it was chosen. Thanks to the hosts! I still have a few more thoughts for this series, so stay tuned! =)
I know this happens to everybody, right ? you start to be so in love with everyones photos, my own seem drab, uninteresting, no charm,...
I know this happens to everybody, right ? you start to be so in love with everyones photos, my own seem drab, uninteresting, no charm, no vivacity, no surprises.. / but!.. of course, I have seen mine so many times :) lol. aaaaaaaaah.. Im just mulling away.. I went to an outdoor church the other day , and think I might return. it is catered to the homeless, and thats where my heart is, .. Ive been almost there.. this church is located by the downtown bridge and the river, and has a barbecue grill going on, and a cooler filled with water.. / the music just is happening gently , and the preaching is tender and to the point. There are worship flags and tambourines that anybody could use .. the children use these allot , and dance right there with the flags.. I was wondering if any body would like to see some photos of what is happening. I might make a calendar of this wonderful happening.. I would love to know your opinion. ??? I used to be able to write alot, and now my memory is fading away. Life can be scary when this happens. here I am with blue eyes:) Something I dont have. but thought it appropriate.for this journal entry. .
I just would like to Thank All Out Emotion for featuring my poem Unsung Son...
I just would like to Thank All Out Emotion for featuring my poem Unsung Son. I’m extremely honored to be associated with such a fine group of creatives. I am looking forward to reading some of the written works of my fellow members! I hope everyone had a productive and inspiring weekend. Very Truly Yours, Chris Heidt chrisheidt.com
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I celebrated this to be my 36th year on Earth. For the first two thirds, I found it very hard to be here. Through healing meditations a…
I celebrated this to be my 36th year on Earth. For the first two thirds, I found it very hard to be here. Through healing meditations and allowing creativity to flow through me, I’ve grounded myself with knowledge of learning what I am suppose to learn, in search for my purpose and making footprints to last for eternity. I’ve learned there are like minded individuals who resonate with me and I’m fortunate to have these special people in my life who contribute to my constant learning, growth and development. Aside from my family who is priceless to me, there are people who enter my life with messages to deliver, fun projects to achieve and whether they stay in my life for short or long time, all have impacted me and my life with a deep meaning and for that I’m very grateful. I’ve always been on a highly sensitive side, though later in my years came to a realization that I am in fact an Empath and special. I’m a passionate human not only physically and emotionally but also spiritually and what I mean by spiritual is not necessarily religious. I feel connected to Mother Nature and mankind on a level beyond the obvious. I love being in nature and listening to the birds sing, smelling Earth’s fragrances and even watching and listening to the rain with lightening all around. I actually do stop often and do smell the roses. I also love watching people and talking to people, yet find it very therapeutic and refreshing to be alone and listen to my inner thoughts. One of the most important aspects of realizing I am in fact what I am is by having the ability to sense people and their inner feelings and thoughts, which are often evident by my own mood alterations without explanation as I absorb this sensation. Let me clarify this, I am not moody but sensitive in terms of receptive and aware not fragile and thin-skinned. I’ve learned that I resonate on a wavelength that allows me to tap into other energy sources I’m surrounded by and sense the vibrations that are undetectable by the naked eye. This can sometimes be challenging to filter and control as people are so different and the space is filled with countless dimensions, wavelengths and vibrations. This explains my broad-minded perspective and interest in various cultures, arts, and people in general. It also explains why people, children and animals are drawn to me like a magnet as my personality is filled with light and genuine care. I find it very intriguing to study this phenomenal, since I’ve learned that people’s faces and their façades does not often match their inner thoughts and feelings. Does this mean they are fake? No, I think it simply means they do a great job on hiding their feelings, stress, worries, sadness, secrets, illness or whatever they don’t want to reveal or are not ready yet to reveal to the rest of the world. I often find myself ask my friends, “Are you ok?” if I find the feeling I get does not match the face they give me when we are speaking. Many times they are surprised at my accurate definition of asking this and I don’t offer what I know though allow them to tell me what is the matter, as it is often more healing to the individual to let things out willingly then to pull it out of them. I’ve had people tell me that I would have made a great psychiatrist since I acknowledge my ability of listening well to others. I don’t like to offer opinions often but rather help the individual brainstorm and let them come to their own conclusions. It is after all their choices that unfold their life. Throughout the course of my youth and teens, I’ve known things that are unexplainable to me even to this day. They come to me in deep meditations and my dreams. Events which become reality, predictions that happened to the exact day of event and many other things that I am unable to mention in this limited human language though feel it at my core and centre of my being, are so very real to me. I can say that I am more aware then ever before of what love, life and living are about and what living in the moment means, to me anyways. What does it all mean when time stops for a moment and everything becomes still or in slow motion? I believe it means we are on the course we were set or chosen for ourselves and everything is, as it should be. Many experience this feeling in a short but defined sensation as Déjà vu and that is my daily living. I have many through the course of a week, from which few are very profound. I am connected at the source with life, plants, animals, rocks, insect, humans and the vast universe sensing beyond dimensions all that is within. I simply find pleasures in life’s bountiful beauty and show respect to both people and nature. Being a loving and compassionate person can be overbearing on others as my genuine love and carrying may appear to feel overwhelming sometimes. Again, it is what I am 100%. The one person I can thank for my Empathy is my grandmother. She is one of a kind soul that is connected to me at a level I cannot even begin to describe and I get my gifts by DNA. It is an inharrited trait genetically and that is just fine with me. I’ve always had a knowledge that I was different in terms of sensing people and my grandma reasured me it was alright to be kind and loving, despite what other do or say to me and how they treat me or make me feel. My ability to sense beyond my 5 senses has never steared me wrong and I rely on it like I do on listening, seeing, smelling, etc. I rely on this energetic vibration with my life and I believe it has actually saved my life on few occasions. Life took a complete awakening turn for me the day I became a mother. The day I held my first born in my hands, became a solid foundation and a bookmarked chapter to my human transformation as my tears of purest joy bathed my child’s precious newborn face. I felt slowly transforming over the course of the 9 months, expecting though never knowing how profound this moment would become on the day my baby arrived. The purest and unconditional love that is born at that moment is above and beyond words. A mother’s connection to her child is one of a kind bond filled with all emotions. Everything multiplied by hundred for me over the next few weeks after my daughter’s birth. My dreams became more visual, colourful and vivid, more clairvoyant conversations with my guides have more then multiplied and my healing abilities surfaced at last. Healing abilities? Never in a million years I would think to be capable of such things those which I only know am capable of now, though had to accept them as my gifts and abilities only to embrace them. At first I was afraid, thinking this unknown and unexplored thing I was dealing with was not only taboo in terms of blending in with the rest of the society, but also what am I to do with it. The first time I healed my daughter, she was only a small babe at about 6 months or so. She had sniffles, a minor cough and slightly elevated temperature, nothing major. I held her in my arms and rocked her to sleep in the oversized rocker in her nursery. I gently caressed her precious body from head to toes along her back and I felt a surge of energy connect us at the source of existence. It was a surreal feeling and a very remarkable one. Moments after I placed her down into her crib as she slept so peacefully, I felt nauseated and very tired to the point of having to lay down with unexplainable fatigue. I woke up with a slight fever, sniffles and basically a cold she had the night before. To my surprise she woke up refreshed with no sign of the cold, not even sniffles. At the moment I didn’t think anything of this, until the events happened again, again and again with multiple times repeating over the course of nearly 3 years before I had to come to terms of what was happening. I was in fact healing my child and absorbing all of the illness into my body, while cleansing her free of the nasty bug. As a human, I fought my mind into believing it was true though after so many times and the fact she never even had a cold nor was ever on any antibiotics like all the other children & infants I known, I had no choice but to accept what was happening. My healing touch as I call it is something I share with only my children, and they not very often have a cold for more then 24 hours. Now me on the other hand, I have to perfect my method of not absorbing the illness but to channel it through me and out. This is one of the reasons I was ill so many times this year and my body took a butt kick. Healer, heal thyself! It is something I heard in my thoughts and cannot pinpoint where or how, perhaps in a dream though it is true. I’ve been learning techniques to connect into the pillar of light for cleansing and protection from Earthly invaders. Yeah, I know to you it probably sounds more like DO-DO-DO-DO! There are no explanations for what we as humans are capable of achieving, though I know as we evolve, this new generation of children on Earth are more special then the generation before. We are becoming more aware, alert and awaking to the possibilities that there is more to us then what is obvious by our physicality. We are in-fact beings of light and energy and that energy is what drives the vessel we each occupy. Our human body is designed only to sustain and survive on this Earth, as the others are on other planets and in other galaxies. Yes I do believe there are other worlds and civilizations just like ours. The universe would be a huge waste of space. Or fate is in the power of our thoughts and mind and is in every human organism, our mere visions and mind set makes life happen, whether predicted or manifested in what appears to feel like trial and error. Life unfolds and is so perfect yet unpredictable, it is precious and one of a kind. I’ve had to entertain the thought that my visions are in fact my future manifestations as the numbers only increase with my daily living. Are they one of a kind and both the same? Perhaps! I’ve learned this in the last couple of years through The Law of Attraction and The Secret that my mere way of thinking weather positive or negative actually makes things happen and ultimately influences and alters the outcome. Our destiny lies within the power of our thoughts and that I know is true. In the last 12 years, I’ve learned to love my life, my mind, body and my soul just as I love mankind. I’ve learned tremendously to appreciate life and I am no longer afraid to live and don’t find it difficult to be on Earth. I embrace life and find humour in the challenges and surprises the universe unfolds each day, no matter how hard or difficult they seem to be they are what they are. There is usually a great lesson to be learned with all those emotions that don’t make us feel very good. I do my best to laugh daily and find pleasures in the simple things I see and do. I am highly adaptable in everything I do and pursue and the fact I am highly artistic, poetic and have a high degree of imagination does not surprise me one bit. In fact in only confirms on the fact that I am who I am and I am an Empath. Namaste~
Finally I can feel the creative juices beginning to thaw. I’m not sure if it’s to do with Winter or whether it had something to do with …
Finally I can feel the creative juices beginning to thaw. I’m not sure if it’s to do with Winter or whether it had something to do with that wedding shoot which sucked up a lot of spare time, but I haven’t done anything creative in a long time! / / The last few days though, I’ve been starting to experience some ideas, thought, inspiration, etc again! Thank goodness, I was beginning to think I’d lost it altogether!! / / Thanks must go to you, the Redbubble community. If I hadn’t been visiting your works and words through all of this, I would have simply dropped the ball. Your creativeness and constant flow of art in all it’s forms has kept at least one toe of mine in the world of vision, colour, emotion, opinion, personality and relationships that is the world of art. It took me so many years to immerse myself in this wonderful part of life, I’m so glad I held on. As someone famous said ””You aint seen nothin yet.” I have so much new information learned from all of you and more locally the Geelong artists and photographers on Redbubble who I have to thank in particular. / / As a side thought, I go in and out of wanting to express parts of life that are more difficult. When I do it always gets a mixed reaction. As the subject of prejudice and bigotry in the past, it is difficult to deliberately put oneself ‘out there’ for more of the same. But in my experience, nearly everyone I have met in life has had some taste of those nasty inflictions one way or another. How do you face the not so pleasant stories or experiences from your past? Do you draw on them? Do you put them away and move on to other more positive aspects of life? Do you write about them or express them in visual imagery? / / And if the latter, how do you go about these things without hurting or offending the people in your life? I could go on with this train of thought but I’ll leave it there before you wander off, lol. / / Any thoughts?
Creating my first little art video has been a hard labor of love. It reconne…
Creating my first little art video has been a hard labor of love. It reconnected me with my passion for composing music and it feels good to express myself in this new, multi-media format. It is so personal. I’ve included video clips from my video diaries, spoken word, thoughts and some new pictures and previously unpublished images. From the deepest depths of my heart and soul to yours…. Black and White Emotions experience FEEL c o n n e c t / XO / jaeda :) /
Father Unknown – Mother caring. / Future unclear – Journey continues! / No Matter what they think or say! / No one is stepping in for help / ...
Father Unknown – Mother caring. / Future unclear – Journey continues! / No Matter what they think or say! / No one is stepping in for help / In a week a boy becomes a Man When tear of a Man fall / in an unfertile soil / know that the fruits he sows wont grow Tears of a caring mare are worth a lifetime value / They clear the hearts of those in pain / and revives the brain In beds slept by men sick / some knocking on the heavens doors, he lays / Is he waiting for the Lord? Proverbs 4:18 – ’ The path of the Just is as the shining light, that shineth more and more unto the perfect Day’
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