respect the fact that a fake world and false emotions that clog your liver is such a rush
kill your brain because it feels so good to hide behind your soul for another hit
this is not a great sensation
this my friend is the enemy
this high is shit
oh yeah make me feel so good when the brain is forced to make me feel good
this sex of teeth chattering wholesome goodness that prevents ejacualtion is an amazing sensation
you really feel the power of love when you can’t feel your own fucking face
and that is the term right
I am off my face
no no no no
your are off your soul off your self off the radar
but hey how good does it feel knowing that you worked so hard to pay for it?
how good does it feel when you come down
and reality hits you again…and like the proud drug fucked person you are
you already looking for your next score as you close the door to reality
and its not sad really
so many people so many brain cells
so much food to eat
so much food to avoid
and this big massive rush that causes a void
please mister please
pump my veins again
smoke me out
taste the asprin in the mouth or the back of your throat
hell yeah this is soo good
please pour me some more of your wonderful poison
wait….what…. where am I
where the fuck is my life?
where the hell is my job
does my face really look like this?
wow cool man…I am thirty two living with loser college kids three children on centrelink but hey man these walls are sooo moving…..
too bad your not.
and oh yeah thats not a drug
thats just pot
its not the single worst thing making you fat peice of shit sitting on your ass watching the world pass by
I cannot believe where am I.
is this me?
who are you
look in the mirror
or is it gone?
not the aluminum reflection but the mass of cells that once was someone….
its pay day… go fetch your score…you lifeless whore
slutting your soul for false feedom
I am a man
I am strong
I fucked up
but I put you down
I look dead eye with my self when i look in the mirror
I no longer look dead eyed
my reflection has a past
but soon I will look forward and I will no longer need that mirror
its a bitch to rememeber
but its very important to never forget
now I just have to stand strong
this rush I inject now
is a 4 year old boy
and the high takes me places that I cannot write
the high that is more than just one night
and its free
and its me
and its the best damn addiction ever…