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Arrogant

I am often called arrogant. / But this could not ever be true. / Arrogance is an exaggerated sense of ones worth. / Arrogance is ignorant …

Security

Welcome to the infinite possibilities of my mind / bubbles of thought and rampid ravaging raging emotions / like emotions are potions that …

Needles

In expression such is so hard like going through the eye of the needle / but sometimes the needle is so large its life that squeezes throug…

I.A

Touch me with your words / penetrate me deeply with deep deep thought / make my reptile brain overpower my limbic system / make me wet in t…

Welcome to my breakdown

Welcome to my breakdown welcome to my reality / come bleed with me while we laugh at the tears of others / hold me close because no matter …

The beautiful broken smile behind the counter

Life and the turner of turns / and the impossibly probable ends / who knows the reason why and the reason within / who knows the pain I am …

Beauty vs Vanity

Beauty vs. vanity suicide of pride for the commodity and when in doubt never shouts just bow and feel the pain inside me / Beauty is the in…

Its Very Hard to say goodbye to yesterday

What is it to be awake? / Consciousness and confusion and synthetic thoughts / And lets void our rights by repeating the grain that we are …

SEX

Two bodies giving each other pleasure, and because it consumes my thoughts I am meant to feel bad? / The body is a beautiful thing, and bod…

Brazlian Jiu Jitsu Part 2

Self defence is a phrase that I think is completely said so much that it has lost its meaning, purpose, and reason. I have joined a martial…

Brazilian Jiu Jitsu Part 1

I have seen a few things in my time spent on this planet. I have seen ugly and I have seen tear falling beauty, and I seen the two pair up …

Just Saying…

i have nothing to say that i couldnt say better if i didnt say it at all / but this feeling inside so illuminant it will not hide / every p…

James Eaton my other heterosexual life mate part …

In a word fuck the shit / in a world of shit fuck it all / us against the world and they can eat the shit that we fuck / a crazy brother wh…

Intesivly Not Caring

every key punched / every string plucked / every pen scratched / every thought let loose / every thought let in / every time you forget to …

Harry Potter’s Mom

To whom is concerned / angels fall from the sky but do not die / they only get stronger from the fall / and against it all / they jump off…

Florescent Black

the lack of color the lack of feeling / the florescent black shining so dull that it blinds you / grasping on to death and holding on to th…

For someone who was there for me….

Your time is like a stereo / I tune in to drown out the rest of the world / feelings of energy is hypocracy unless they are real to me / am…

Crazy

people say i am crazy / cause they are afraid of themselves / people are naturally lazy / because they are unsure of themselves / embrace t…

Do you feel me too?

I want to talk to you / I want to let you in / i want you to want to need for me to want you / I want to speak to your soul / I want you t…

Habit vs Sport

bubbling water and the white smoke that turns blood red eyes / internal being / external cries / and the surface scars the memories of bein…

Drive

rocking out / pushing further / digging deeper / wondering why the sweat makes the burn feel like climax / you only go if you have reason /…

FATHER

zachary Dlyan / pride and value were just a word whipsered in the concert of my cacaphonic perceptions / until that day / when life death d…

touch my earlobe with your teeth

monopile / feel the sacred kiss of evil unveil / its not that I dont want to / its that I cant / and this drug infested rant / I scream out…

For Matt….my heterosexual life mate

time is the enemy brother / nothing is gone before it starts / and every single end has another shit beginning when you think that it will …

Drugs

awe / command / respect the fact that a fake world and false emotions that clog your liver is such a rush / kill your brain because it feel…

January

the killer / the beast / the threated / retreat / this rain rain reign / this defeat / i held love / i loved / the world of hatred and in t…

The Princess and the Demon

frying lying and wondering why / here I am again my mind in hell my feet to the sky / taking a brain damaging toke of the magic smoke / tha…

Single Voice

my single voice echoes in the hallways of reality / kissing your life goodbye and saying hello to hell with a smile and determination is a …

Scream because you want to

My favorite poem I have written