this is the begining of something new.
are you ready?
in the beginning i tried way to hard. eventually i stumbled and fell. i kept pushing but the result just didn’t seem to come. with no results i started to lose my drive. everything stated to look the same.
eventually i had to focus on other things.. things like making sure i had a roof over my head. i had forgotten about having fun… i started slipping again. the worse it got, the less i wanted to try. i was giving up.
one day i was cleaning my pen and getting ready to put it away along with my camera on the shelf… i had actually crumpled this up and put it in my pocket instead of throwing it away.
lucky i guess.
i pulled it out one day before i was about to do my laundry and realized what had happened. i had been trying way to hard when that wasn’t why i had made it in the first place.