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This is a hugely personal piece for me. I was processing some effects of trauma in my life and the realization of how much of my life, time, energy, talent, productivity and hope for my future had been usurped by devastation. How utterly lost I was for decades living in a survival mode. And knowing something was terribly wrong, but believing it was me. And trying to hide the shame I felt and believed I WAS.
The grief of loss felt
unbearable.
unbreachable.
unrecoverable.
I began writing God’s words on my hand as an urgent prayer to absorb a will to live anew. If all my choices had been made from only a place of survival, how could I now make choices that would lead to LIVING versus merely surviving.
I began to measure my choices by this one simple rule: will this action, large or small, bring me life or death?

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self portrait, scripture, life

enjoy making direct work from natural materials in my prairie and wildlife sanctuary.
i am a very restless person and I work in many different ways with a variety of media.

One cannot collect all the beautiful shells on the beach. One can collect only a few, and they are more beautiful if they are few.
Anne Marrow Lindbergh

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  • BigCatPhotos
    BigCatPhotosabout 2 years ago

    This is exceptional.

  • thanks so very much. :)

    – yvonca

  • grarbaleg
    grarbalegabout 2 years ago

    I am in survival mode
    it is only the bubbler
    and pieces like this
    this is your best
    pleae go and add it to living christian
    just fabulous
    the words and your incrediable craft
    am not blowing sunshine up your arse
    the message here is profound and you convey it with no
    anger simply BRILLAINCE and devine talant
    BRAVO

  • Oh Belinda, thank you for that encouragement. blowing sunshine . . ha haa.
    you’re a breath of sunshine! really. I added to L.C. :))

    – yvonca

  • Will Vandenberg
    Will Vandenbergabout 2 years ago

    Wow!

  • Willll. Thank you. . . x!

    – yvonca

  • timbuckley
    timbuckleyabout 2 years ago

    for this I weep not out of sorry but out of joy
    because your beauty is more than skin deep
    your loveliness is in your witness
    your talent a pebble moulded by a sea of mystery
    tossed torn shaped and smoothed to be a glittering jewel
    reminds me of leonardo da vinci when he was painting the last supper
    he couldn’t find the judas he wanted, eventually is saw the face required in a beggar on the street and invited him to sit for him the beggar said i was here before with you some years ago
    you painted me as Jesus and so it came to pass that the same man sat for jesus and judas, life is full of accidents thats are really faith. What i love about you is the way your journey has brought you through many trials in them you see the pain and redemption of the everyman and in your work you cast them a rope to give them hope i salute you and your craft

  • . . . . you just blessed me . . . with your words and so beyond words. I love that incredible story- truth stranger than fiction. . . casting a rope to give them hope . . . thank you thank you!! xx.

    – yvonca

  • annamora
    annamoraabout 2 years ago

    wow
    really so beautiful Yvonca
    and your rule stands !

  • :)) thank you so much dear Anna.

    – yvonca

  • annamora
    annamoraabout 2 years ago

    the other day I was led to this
    maybe you like it too :)

  • hey thanks- yeah, that is VERY good. and thought provoking. an interesting framework to view our lives through.

    – yvonca

  • Ellen Keagy
    Ellen Keagyabout 2 years ago

    So very moving! And I felt ‘kinship’? with you…I’ve felt as you have…we women seem to take on guilt easily I fear..
    Exceptional work! (might wish to add it to ‘image writing’? smiles

  • Hi Ellen, nice to meet you. :) Thank you for the kind words! Is image writing a group?

    – yvonca

  • eoconnor
    eoconnorabout 2 years ago

    well done so important a work !@LIz

  • That is so appreciated Liz- thank you dearly! :)

    – yvonca

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    Nicely done and presented Beautiful work in all its entirety

  • nice little graphic image there :)
    Thank you for that encouragement!

    – yvonca

  • Ellen Keagy
    Ellen Keagyabout 2 years ago

    Yes, ‘Image Writing’ I think is how you spell it…I feel you’d fit in there perfectly!

  • Thanks Ellen- I’ll check it out.

    – yvonca