Journal
Sweating out the toxins in my body/ feel like an heroin addict/ withdrawals from the poisons i tried to kill myself with/ thought doing it was pretty cool/ thought it helped with my stress/ Shout out to Djehuty my morpheus in this matrix exposing fake shit/ who was i fooling?/ i am not like them and i can not pretend/ never fit in and they never listen/ waiting for my spaceship/ watching for the …
Hendrix 2 equal’s Karma / cluttered mind cluttered room…no place for altar / sleep, for the coward who doesn’t care to face it / vision board and don’t see a vision / resume left undone job located none / nicotine fiend for temporary pleasure / outside scary but, great weather / will to kill but none to live / no will to fight so i submit / blue like the blue sleeping pill…
I wish I could write a poem on how I feel right, but I am no longer a poet. If I could only gather the debris of thoughts that are swimming through my head like dust; I would get this uncomfortable feeling from off my chest. / All my life I had plans. Plans and exits to get me out of a bind. Most people have plans “A, B, C, and C” , but my normal plans consist of as many letters of th…
It almost feels like every life I ever lived are left hand fingers fitting in between the space of my right hand. There is definitely things that are new to me and unfamiliar.It’s like a new pair a shoes. It smells good and are the correct size but, my feet have yet made it’s imprint in them. I am still adjusting. For the most part I can really say I am happy. / The one thing I love a…