wishingonstars

Blood may not be our link
but you are
still my family
sisters of heart
with love that is unconditional
for years now
we haveshared the most intamite details
of every aspect of our lives …

She tells me I may never have childersn
and when she say may
she means one in a million
there is no way to describe
how the pain hits me
when another friend is pregnant
or when I see anot…

Lost
Confused
Unsure
Turning in circles
Just trying to find my way
A path so twisted
That I am forced
To step blindly
On stones that break my spirit
Sticks that pierce my confidence
a…

Stuck in the past
just wanting to let go
my wings of freedom
caught on thorns of fear
I sit before my love
exposed in the worse way possible
emotions and flaws written on my skin
and hop…

I do not know where this came from, but it just popped in my mind the other day.

I come to this circle with open arms heart and mind. They may be heavy and leaden with worries and pain, but that is why I come to you today. You are my mother and father and there is no bette…

Finally found one
who treats me well
he cares because I am who I am
and not because he wants something
hes held me after telling him
the worst I have done
and the worst Ihave been through…

Blood on my hands
Boots on the ground
Staring at the sky
praying I can be everything
they need me to be
and knowing I might not be.

Sitting
remembering
how he looked the last time I saw him
pale
grey
silent
his eyes held nothing
and his blood no longer ran
I cried and knelt
feeling cold steel and cold flesh
beneth…

I came to you broken
and with simple words and gestures
you glued me back together
then why do I see
me slowly breaking again
the one who fixed me
is now the one tearing me apart
with th…

One single night in a strangers arms
two insomniacs finding comfort
in innocent touches
and lazy kisses
no expectations
just heat, skin, and company
tickiling and joking
at the others e…

They say I am a fighter, that I was born a fighter and probably die a fighter. At five months I said forget the womb I want to be apart of this world, and so I was born, and fought for my life…

Ive seen the pattern
day in day out
powerful
dominating
the mans man
Ive been through them all
and expiernced every pain possible
abuse
lies
and forced sex
always ending the same
fig…

They open thier mooth and all I hear are lies
humanity would rather say
what others want to hear
rather than the truth
yes, those jeans make you look fat
no I hate it when you talk dirty
…

The wind blows
and the sun warms my skin
I think back on my heritage
and wonder what it would have been like
to live off the land
to hunt your own dinner
to have a family
that is not on…

We walk among a world
were no one see’s the tragities that are among us
a little boy has lost his father
to a drive by shoting
a mother has sold her daughter to prostitution
because that w…

Your eyes are the stars in an Idaho sky, your smile is the warmth of the sun against my skin your strength is the rock I lean against when tired, your arms are home to me, you as a person, are …

Silence he says
why, because what I say is the truth
do not tell me to keep my opinions quit because they are taboo
Closeminded people got us into situations like
the trail of tears
slaver…

The muslim prayer
at dawn
and sunset
we get use to it
when the prayers are not there
we fear for what is coming
some find it scary
to hear it everyday
some dont care at all
but few o…