Lifes Different colors of pain.

Lifes Different colors of pain.

..words to look and go tru..we all been there…But some of us fine truth and Hope.

Laying in my on pity
designed from hate
pain with in and no forgiveness insight
How can i forgive
the the hurt they caused
chained to the past
feeling only anger
Why should I forgive them
there evil and sick.
Why should i make them happy
when all they know is hate
This pain has turned in to a disease
that eats at my soul ,both day and night.
The more i stay in my past the more sick I become.
Then I fine I’m no better than the evil of those
that caused the pain from the start.
Do I let them win and die daily like they do?
Do I turn in to a carbon copy of the hate they
choose?
Do I fine a coner to hided in?
How do I face tomorrow
How do I stop this pity trip i’m on?
How do I become human?
No longer standing in the thoughts
of happiness.
For It got lost in my on pain.
Leaving me to trow my life away.
Who are you to care?
Why do love me,no one else ever did.
You did what ,to set me free?
Why me?
I’m nothing.,
I’m.lower than the sand under your feet,
But Jesus do you know what they did to me?
Do you know the hate in me?
Do you no how evil I am?
And you say you will still give me freedom from my past?
Will I still hurt Jesus?
You mean you will help me forgive them?
And you will forgive me…
Will I be able to climb out of this hole I climbed in?
You mean all I got to do is believe your Gods Son,
and that you gave your life for me a nobody?
Teach me Your way Jesus because I need to know
you mean it,
That some where in sided me is hope.
Will you please show me the way?
I’m tired of this hate and my pity trips .
I want to smile even when there nothing here on earth to smile about.
Then Jesus lead me tru the fog of my mind..and showed me where He cryed with me ,Where he healed me in my pain,
And talk to His Father about how he went tru things a lot like me, and that sents I was human and never knew him that I had lost hope…
But that now I was willing to start a knew and i would pray instead of hate ,to smile instead of giveing in to evil,To rejoyce in stead of doing pity trips..
He stood the gap for me, And I felt my past melt away..I felt Gods love fill my heart. As I took my frist step As the day went by I found my way and the Love that never was, feel my heart.
Jesus found me in the mist of my pity and set me free.
Lifes different colors of pain slowly fades away.

Ever one has pain and hard times ,but look around you there others who has been tru worser;;;Let Jesus heal your heart.

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