I am not happy and I am not sad

I am not happy and I am not sad

I am at a very transitional period in my life. Since I can remember I have always loved drawing and writing and creating things. However somewhere along the way I got lost and for more the 5 years I barely wrote, did anything creative or anything I enjoyed. It was only as my relationship of six years started to break down that I found myself returning to what I have always loved doing, telling stories, whether through word or image. This self portrait depicts my state of mind right now, not happy because my relationship is over but not sad because my first love has come back to me.