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So tell me
what the meaning of struggle
I said its beautiful
now it seems ugly
I thought I walked the mountains
thinking otherside
would be lovely
I thought I won
disappointment greeted
sore losers then
why do I hold this pen
like a grudge
swam seven seas
to get away
from the rage of the river
like circling moths
not knowing
the day is still to come
I thought I got
only to realize
I was praying all this
while to the wrong God
But I know
faith has nothing to do
with religion
I am trying to split
the seas
no dreams
blinding my stares
just gaze at the four walls
looking for
visions from the Lord

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  • Erika .
    Erika .over 5 years ago

    Another powerful poem….you know, I don’t mean to pry, but in certain poems I’ve read, I get the impression that you’re looking for something, some sort of meaning, and you still can’t find it, you don’t know what it is…..and you moved away from your homeland to try and find something worthwhile….am I right? Sort of?

  • Thanks Erika
    I think you are right
    its kinda that tupac poem " what is it that i search 4"
    its never ending
    just when you thought you have done it all
    another one is ready to test you

    – Vulcan Spark Studios

  • Erika .
    Erika .over 5 years ago

    I see…and you’re so right…it’s like a never-ending mountain of challenges, and you have to start all over again.

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