i just want to scream! (PG)

it is not in my nature to hide beneath a facade
my ruins and my beauty are visible to all.
to be someone else is a veil to discard,
if only it were simple to do when you call.
what conditioned or preceded you?
or is it me?
are my intentions askew
to continue to burn out my energy.
i’m perplexed about how i feel
do i really care.
is there any appeal
that we can share.
i don’t feel obliged but i’m willing to support
i fathom the likeness when the journey doesn’t bode well.
i understand that life, it does thwart.
and all that escapes you is a yawp and yell.
much wisdom do i have to impart
to prevent you from damage,
it’s not too backward to start
trust me, and have courage.
we squandered our connection,
you have insufficient knowledge of my woe.
there is too much tension,
so much, i just wish that you’d go.
if i could grit my teeth through a fanciful smile
whilst i bathe in your utterances
which do not beguile;
this might be what pleases.
i feel incapable of such,
i can’t.
it’s the off button i want so much;
my frustrations i wish to supplant.
i can’t just beam and signal
while my insides recoil.
if this sensation was easy to annul,
one might endure reduced turmoil.
i feel angry and ill,
leave me alone.
on the inside there’s a sound that is shrill
and you wouldn’t appreciate my tone.
will distance keep us safer?
are we improved apart?
i really don’t want to be a martyr
or somehow mutilate your heart.
i just want to scream…
i just want to scream…

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  • Andrew Woodman
    Andrew Woodmanover 4 years ago

    Fantastic stuff…well done.

  • it was a relatively spontaneous bit…so i don’t think it’s super. i don’t think i got out exactly all my frustration but what can you do? thanks for your thoughts i am very grateful wk2. ;D

    – vampvamp

  • Mark Ramstead
    Mark Ramsteadover 4 years ago

    Talking about not only not clicking, but being turned off! You have described it well…

  • thank you mark.

    – vampvamp

  • Jacqueline Eden
    Jacqueline Edenover 4 years ago

    can’t believe i missed this…awesome write vampv

  • well it’s easy actually cause i haven’t added it to any groups actually, yet…. ;) thanks babe!

    – vampvamp

  • eon .
    eon .over 4 years ago

    Great WRITE V V Nothing Left but a perfect scream.
    Is that like a perfect storm? I wonder? respect for your nose for prose 2

  • heh heh heh :) who knows or nose even…. you wouldn’t like me when i’m angry… ;D

    – vampvamp

  • S .
    S .over 4 years ago

    oh wow … love your words here…

  • cheers buddy. :] xo
    having that kind of day today! :(

    – vampvamp

  • Java
    Javaover 4 years ago

    Truth in anger and fire in action……………go ahead and scream, scream till your throat is raw and no sound comes out. make them listen.

  • indeed, thanks java. (don’t even have the time or privacy for that) need some hugs. great of you to pop by… (will get to you) :)

    – vampvamp

  • chitrali
    chitraliover 4 years ago

    awesome write Vamp…i hear ya – i’ve been there and i’ve screamed too!…:):)…beautiful words…wishing you peace (or much screaming!! – whichever helps!)..:)..xx chitrali

  • awesome, thank you very much chitrali!!! ;]

    – vampvamp

  • Latinfire 20
    Latinfire 20about 4 years ago

    great writing! what a standout!

  • wow, i am grateful many thanks!

    – vampvamp

  • Petehamilton
    Petehamiltonalmost 4 years ago

    Beautifully worded Vampvamp:-)) Great work!!

    I really dont no whether to despise or feel sorry for this indivdual? If someone has commited an act this despicable…who know’s whats next on their agenda?
    I thought about this last night, as I gather a lot of other peeps here would…This was an act of a vulture praying on the vunerabilities of so many trusting individuals!
    I hope he reads everything on RB written about him and seeks some proffesional help!

  • oh crap i haven’t removed that bloody collab with dawkins, grr. must do that!

    now pete!
    thank you so much, super cool of you to say.

    this is about one of my sister’s actually. we have an off again on again relationship but it’s pretty rooted really. i think i’ve pretty well given up on any semblence of a sound connection, seems to be a big problem with family lately.

    this was one of those awesome poems that flowed & need little editing. it’s good when that happens. good way to help shift some rage, upset, anger etc….

    bows many thanks mate. :]

    – vampvamp

  • LisaMM
    LisaMMalmost 4 years ago

    Brilliant write and I just want to scream with you…I feel your pain and anguish…expressed so honestly.

  • cheers misa, much appreciated!

    – vampvamp

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