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OCT 15

featured in the freedom to shine group. ta.

featured in the live love dream group. ta.

don’t wanna

I don’t wanna be here
With him;
The odd spoke.

Be here with daughters, with child.
I am the third wheel.

Where am I to be?
I am lost.

What do I say to my bairn.
How do I love them, without bitterness from the loss of my man?

I am alone.
We; are alone.

I want to wake from this nightmare & recall it only being a dream.
Please, I don’t ask for much.

written by vampvamp.

don’t wanna

featured in the Diversuality – Queer and Gender Playground!. thank you.

featured in the all text tees group. cheers!

flux

flux

Mesh that once integrated us
Torn asunder.
Wafting in flux…
Tattered links
Lifeless in a chaotic flow
Seasonal exposure
Intrusion detriment
Elusive magnificence mutated & indistinc…

life is hard

AUG 28

just wanted to let all my peeps & other know…

that i am less active on redbubble due to life = ‘shit hits fan’
i am dealing with way too much right now, can’t ask for more things to go wrong in such a short space of time.

i am here & will be every so often.
but this explains my absence & lack of attention to all things RB.

sorry folks.
life is hard.

also, a big thanks to all my RB friends, who have offered me much support & love during this difficult phase/s.

<3 xoxoxo

features 270812

AUG 27

featured n the avante-gard art group! ta.

for my dad’s funeral / eulogy / elegy

(wrote this a couple of nights ago, perusing retro photos)

Last night I was glancing over & studying images of my young parents.
Contemplating their adventures, their secrets,
Grinning in wonder.
I am nourished by this.
I love my family.
For all our differences, likes, dislikes.
I am proud of my parents.
The complex job they’ve done, with all the hussle n’ bussle…
We all turned out ok.
I think that is a measure of success.
Our parents, mum & dad; did done good.
Thank you mum & dad.

(I wrote this on my flight to Melbourne, to tend to dad, after being informed of his passing)

An indifferent world. Strangers. Absence.
Something I observe, at the commencement of …