travel without a map

I don’t want to have my illusions shattered!
I focused on the brain
It took a few moments for my eyes to focus in the dark
The mind was descending into chaos
the splitting of the atom
and I felt my body surrounded by a chemical reaction
I felt the cosmic rays
that reach the earth from outer space
I pretended to myself earth
framed by mercury
it circles degrees

I had a well-developed sense of my own superiority
developed by remarkable inner strength
the strength and direction of the tide
It takes courage to speak out against the tide of opinion
a tide of optimism always helped me out
the collective wisdom changed my continent
I got the knowledge that can give a society
that knowledge has gained over a long period of time
I question the wisdom of giving a human so much discrimination
the knowledge of a society & culture
that I have gained over a long period of time
I saw the house burned to the ground
I couldn’t think carefully before I did—I don’t want to burn my bridges
I was hoping a change of thoughts will inject new energy into the movement
so I tried to inject rhyme into depths of the mind
the ends of lines
words with an unusual rhyme scheme
I thought the proper insight gives effects on the blinds
but a note of defiance entered my voice
ink-soaked words
a human with magic powers
there’s always next to appear new wizard
it makes me deep as the ocean floor
there’s many thing to explore more
the discovery always helped mind unravel the mystery of the darkness
I saw forces have failed to contain the power
sometimes the argument is so complex, a mind might easily go astray
I was so furious I just couldn’t contain myself
It’s like a-stray walking on the edge of the earth
without a map to travel
go in the wrong direction and to have the wrong result
We locked up our valuables so they would not go astray though
but several efforts went astray
I managed to drag myself out of darkness
I managed to drag mind off on the edge sanity
I tried to preserve my sanity
but I don’t think I realise the gravity of the situation
I’m drifting in the wind like a clouds that can’t rain
I have to figure my way back to gravity
I found it a strain having to concentrate for so long

it seemed, I lack the element so it’s relevant to strain
maybe amount of pressure tilted my scale
the conditions may tilt the balance in favour of the nature
Huge chimneys belched forth smoke and grime

then shine forth as far thoughts if I catch them!
cause if once you trapped inside hate
its hard to escaped inside the subconscious mind
that Guilt may made me try to bury the memory deep in my subconscious
my experience of life shattered my illusions about love & nature
my whole world shattered into a million pieces
like atom suddenly shatter into small pieces
I could no longer distinguish between illusion and reality
So I made a mistake, but there’s no need to dwell on it
illusion dwelled in path for mental chaos
complete mental block!
Once I lost my balance and plunged into chaos by the nature
now I scattered my fear at sea
I’m not scared!

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