resurrection- relinquish control

So many walls around me
I couldn’t find the way to escape
where I find the trapdoor
between the walls
I won’t crawl more on my knees
It seems Ive been demolished
and there’s no way
I hate that demolition
I want to get out of this
maybe I could condemn that situation
I calculate to the whole situation
I tried to retrospective
I tried to retaliate
relinquish control!!

I won’t live helpless like that
world divided in the many ideologies
where I find myself
I don’t know where I stand
I couldn’t see the point of my living in this world
there’s no life
if I can’t think what I want to think
there’s no freedom if I couldn’t break that walls
I tried and I have broken many walls made by bogus ideology
I tried but I couldn’t break all
there’s still many walls stay the same
and I’m keep crawling like a sick mind
I’m restless though but I won’t quit
I would like to keep trying
see if I could break that walls
or it remains the same!

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Series of collaboration with Neil Johnson- an awesome piece of art called “ESCAPE”. thanks Neil!


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  • Patricia Anne McCarty-Tamayo
    Patricia Anne ...about 6 years ago

    It’s Lovely

  • thank you so much Patricia! it means a lot! huggles xoxo

    – Ushna Sardar

  • Anthony Hedger Photography
    Anthony Hedger...about 6 years ago

    A prison, a claustrophobic sensation, the need to escape. Do we all at some point in our short lives feel this. Is this what they call ‘Mid Life Crises’? Who knows who cares we just live for the day and get out of any hole we fall into and move on. Fantastic writing my dear. Well done to both of you again.

  • Well said Anthony my friend!
    I agreed! we all are prisoner in this world and world divided into many idiologies! and we just don’t know where to go! or where we stand!
    thank you so much for sharing brief and deep thoughts!
    appreciate your precious comments!

    – Ushna Sardar

  • Sally Omar
    Sally Omarabout 6 years ago

    Ushna & Neil, Absolutely AWESOME!!!!!! Sally xxoo

  • thank you so much Sally!
    appreciate your precious comments!

    – Ushna Sardar

  • devotee1
    devotee1about 6 years ago

    “…I’m restless though but I won’t quit…” That’s a good reminder for all of us. Thank you, Ushna & Neil.

  • thank you so much devotee!
    it means a lot!
    keep reading and keep in touch! huggles

    – Ushna Sardar

  • Metamorphosis
    Metamorphosisabout 6 years ago

    awesome statement Ushna & brilliant arwork Neil!

  • thank you so much Metamorphosis!
    glad you liked!
    appreciate your precious comments!

    – Ushna Sardar

  • Riyllan
    Riyllanabout 6 years ago


  • thank you so much Riyllan!
    keep in touch!

    – Ushna Sardar

  • barnsis
    barnsisabout 6 years ago

    “Ideology” Interesting word, your idea or mine? As my mom said. " I might not be right but I am never wrong" Each of us is entitled to our own ideology but we are not entitled to impose ours on yours.

  • well said byron! what a beautiful words you’ve spoken! I agreed .. you really can’t impose your ideology other! as your mum said “I might not be right but I’m never wrong!”
    we leave space for other person too .. he and his ideology also can be right .. why we think only we are right and other are wrong! it makes issue, starts conflicts! and conflict ain’t good!! it should be resolve soon!
    thanks for sharing nice thoughts & experiences as you always do byron! pay my best regards to your mum!
    appreciate your precious comments my friend! Huggles

    – Ushna Sardar

  • Riyllan
    Riyllanabout 6 years ago

    Will do.. :-)

  • good to hear :)

    – Ushna Sardar

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