March 21 , 2011: In a weird mood. It’s been a good day, really, but such heavy atmosphere (literally I mean the weather.) Been having alot of nightmares. Can’t ever remember them. So this is for those, and the weird mood, and etc. This is really more how my body should, by all rights, look. It is how it feels. The red marks the spots that either have tumors or are pained by tumors further up on the nerve.