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From the minute I wake up, a mask takes over my existence
A mask that hides away my real life, my real self
A mask that turns me into a person that’s totally opposite

A person,
That enjoys every moment in her life
Smiles and laughs freely
Who doesn’t give a damn what the world thinks and do whatever she wants
But then it’s a huge mask that I’m wearing

From this joyful mask hides a person
That’s filled with sadness, sorrow-ness, darkness and incredibly such pain
A pain of the mistakes I’ve done in past years
A mistake that is viewed as the biggest sin of human history
A sin that hunts me from deep within
And perhaps I won’t be able to forgive my self ever

Living with the fear that someday I might have to face my sin again
And my entire life will be shattered
Throwing my loved one’s dream and ambitions
Ruining the good names that they have
And might torture them with utmost pain and gravery
Which I already have…and might again in future

It hunts me every single moment of my existence
Every time I laugh,
A grave and hollow scream of pain follows within me
That cuts me deep
Breaking my self into pieces

The heat of blood roars up
Tearing the mask apart from my skin
And battling for it to stay on…
Ahh…the pain
Like no other

The remedy of it??
Simply nothing
Than just live with it…

Because after all,
It’s a cursed life…

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Comments

  • strawberries
    strawberriesover 4 years ago

    i can relate to your opening line. very nicely written

  • glad u could. thanks a lot.. =)

    – twinkles

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