Sugar Coated Carving Knives

Thanks gorgeous girl, was a cathartic write ‘tis all, sometimes I just get little flashbacks that pop up out of nowhere, and this one was so strong and so decided to put it down on paper. Worked wonders, now it’s gone and thrown back out into the Universe :)
Love and light to you my lovely friend xoxox

It will come sweetie, all of a sudden it will be there and he will be gone.
Try this…. imagine him in a big pink shiny bubble floating out in space and imagine him moving further and further away from you and tell yourself you are sending him back to the Universe, concentrate and believe strongly as you send him back to where he came from and right out of your mind body and soul…....Let me know how you go…........Mwah xox

Haven’t given up yet Ray, and yes intuition is a wonderful thing, it’s just what you do with it that counts and the lessons you learn, thanks gorgeous man!! xox

Thank you so much Sunith, I’m glad you liked! x

My darling girl, the pain is only in very short sharp jabs these days and very few and far between, but this one I thought was better out than in, and so, has left me again…...
Indeed it is hard to stop, but a carving knife makes for a speedier end to such fantasies.
Love you xox

Thank you so much Richard, appreciate you stopping by! :)

The knife part is real, not a metaphor and yes it did well in skinning the promises that never happened, a harsh wake up call, but I’m glad to say it woke me up to the reality of it all in a flash…..
Thanks for such a wonderful comment, I really appreciate that! xxx

Oh Annie, what a beautiful thing to say, you are so right and so gorgeous for saying this!
Thanks for your heartfelt words sweetie, you blew me away, this is a very old ‘thing’ now and I’ve moved mountains to get past it and have succeeded I think, but every now and then it just jabs me like a syringe and I feel it’s just to remind me of how lucky I am now and to remember that intuition is a huge thing to believe in…......thanks from my heart honey, love you very much xoxoxoxoxoxox

And you know I love you too sis, mwah!! xoxoxox

Hey Paul thanks for that awesome encouragement, you rock! xx

Don’t be sad sweetie, it’s just something I had to get out of my system, as I do, and it was a hugely cathartic write…..........hopefully it puts it out there and far away from me, which was the intention. You are so right, the freedom does give me huge amounts of strength to love and be loved and it’s the best feeling of all….....and it also comes in the most unexpected ways which is such a beautiful thing….....
To finally have the ability to be open now makes my heart sing and thank you for seeing me in such a wonderful way, it’s friends like you that make life beautiful every day, not just some days….....thanks from my heart Michele, and lots of love to you!! xoxoxoxox

The sadness has all left now :)
Thank you so much Jasmine for stopping by and for your lovely comment, I appreciate it very much! xox

My heart was beating very fast at the time too babe….........but it’s all back there now and moving mountains and building bridges did the job….......I am SO in a far better place and have been for a long time now, thanks so much babe, big hugs to you!! xox

You’re such a sweetie Dick, thank you and yes releasing quite a lot and it works a treat.
I am so lucky to have so many beautiful friendships and indeed the love from them is worth more than gold…......It’s all good and I’ve moved on but just had a short burst of memory…..
Thanks so much my friend xox

Sad that it’s so familiar but in reality I guess we all cross similar paths at times. Learning as we go and listening to our intuition is so under rated. Thanks for such a lovely comment DivareVeur, I really appreciate you dropping by…...hugs! xox

The sugar coated nightmares are so few and far between now BB, but Sugar Coated Bright Red Apples are something I’ll never give up, the juice is far more sweeter than anything I know.
Thanks from my heart BB
xoxox

I’ll never give up on love Kriss, but you’re right, the trust is the killer and I’m working on that albeit slowly and methodically, but it will come one day, for that I am sure of….
Thanks so much babe and likewise
xox

I hope inspiration could be taken from this Enivea, I really do, even if it was only to one person out there, that would make it all worthwhile, such a lovely thiing to say, thanks sweetie from my heart xox

Those universal blinders are a pain in the arse Butch, but I guess they’re one of lifes learning tools and the sooner we learn to discard them the better off we are…....
It was very real and you know I’d totally forgotten it, that’s gotta be good, but it zaps back in on occasion and this time I decided to just say it out loud. My dad used to say, if you tell someone about your nightmares, you won’t dream it again. I’m hoping that works for flashbacks as well in this instance, but in any case, I’m sure it will help.
Thanks for your beautiful comment, it means a lot to me Butch xoxox

Thanks Stray, no longer sad to me, just had the need to expel some thoughts and move on, thank you so much for stopping by and leaving your lovely comment! :)

Roy, you always manage to make me feel a million dollars, such a gorgeous thing to say, thanks friend from my overloaded heart, hugs to you xoxox

Hey Matt, thank you so much, sometimes we really need to lock into our intuition at the onset….....it’s like our own crystal ball, but not always as clear….....thanks again! :)

Hey Shoaib, thanks so much for that wonderful comment! :)

Hey Jac, thanks so much and yeah, it makes it difficult when some people play games and claim to be someone they’re not…….intuition is so under rated!! xx

Robyjo thanks you sweet thing…........it’s all good now though, building bridges is the go….and remembering to listen to that intuition is a must.. xx :)