Memories of my bygone days still haunt my mind in countless ways. I lie awake & contemplate, past actions, keeping me awake of all things that caused you pain.
As I dwell upon my former days, of past, defective harmful ways. If only I had this chance again.
What I would give to unwind, the hands of ancient father time & feel you’re little hand again in mine. To cherish each fast, fleeting day, to hold you close & hug away, each & every pain that has been dealt.
I’d try to give you so much more, of me, you never saw before & show you much more than you ever felt.
You are a part & will always be, embedded in the soul of me & will be forever more.
While I’m on this earth, I want to say, I’ve loved you each & everyday more than you know or thought before
Though I can’t turn back hands of time, or rectify in this lifetime, for what is the past cannot be changed.
But you got to know mistakes are made, with youth & babies I was laid, but know I’ve loved you from the start.