the constant restraint and guard one has to take with ones ego or addict or “Id” . it is a tricky conniving mother fucker and it wants what it wants and is very clever . Like a baby rhinoceros in a open market , creating destruction everyplace it goes and not even knowing it . the myth is is that it is real. On one hand it needs constant guard and on the other it is fed by our own insecurities and constant guard means that you miss the beauty around you and the needs of others , that there are many in the same boat but do not have the awareness to know they are being ruled by a myth, and with your help you can ,, help them up and get the focus off your self and onto others but that cant be done till you know your own faults and broken tools used through out a life time .