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I am trapped
Trapped in this place
Trapped in the here and now

No escape can I find
Merely death
Death of the spirit
Death of the mind

There is a bubble
Not one of a child’s toy
Bu…

My tears fall
And as they fall
They intertwine
With the waves crashing around me
The wind on my face
Sends chills through my body

The eye-opening chill
Which reminds me
That what I a…

Walking away
Is the hardest thing to do
Making that conscious decision
To leave it all behind
But there are times when
You are forced through
Will or the black-mail of your dreams
To le…

Is it me?
Am I the reason for all this pain?

Am I the clumsy soul
Who must never be trusted
With another’s heart?

Do I sabotage
My own soul’s happy ending?

Is love a game which
I …

I stand outside
The sight overpowering

The noisy crowd
Which consumes me

The silence
Which entangles them
Is so vivid

As I watch in wonder
I see their eyes
So hungry and weak
…

The green so deep
It feels as though it is invading your soul
It steals your eyes
It fores our mind to speak
If the big bang theory is real,
Where did it begin?
Was it with something as s…

Your like a drug
An addiction I have acquired

You are the only thing
That makes me happy
The only thing which
Can calm my nerves

The only thing that
Forces a smile
Upon my scarred …

I have awaken
Awaken from what seems like
A dream

Awaken to what feels like
Satan’s dwelling

Awaken to pure madness
Like a haunted house

People walk around
And shoot each other …

How Many?
Put your face to the sky
And ask the question why

Oh how high
Must you fly
Until you touch the sky

How far must you travel
Until you can say you had a journey?

How many …

You feed and feed and feed them
All you want is scraps in return
You are starved
But do not care
You want their approval
You want their appreciation
To you they show none
They show none …

How many times
Must it take
For my heart to break
Before it decides
Love is a game
Not worth playing?

How many times
Must a person divorce
Before marriage
Is only a thing of the p…

I made a vow
As a child
I would never
Go down the beaten path

Here I am
As I look up
And past him

Please tell me why
All I see is Déjà vu

I know better than this
I’ve learned better
Why do I continue

Why would I put myself
Through so much
pain?
I see all the signs
My mind gives the signal
Why are my feet still?

Am I …

The very sight of you
Sparks fire into my soul
The sound of rockets
Join in with the spark
Becoming monotonous
All my anger
Frustration
Pure Hate
For you
Has been suppressed
Why has …

My heart is pounding
People in my ear
Telling me stories
They paint them so colorful
They no longer seem like a movie
Not of something made up
That of life
Truth
Reality

But,
My hea…

I used to think
I could never
Live without him
I truly believed
I was nothing
If he was absent
I thought I would
Shrivel up and
Die if he left

Then it happened
He walked from
My …

He knew it was coming
He warned his lover
She always knew it could happen
They didn’t know how long it would be
But she would be there for him
He would have someone
there to take care of…

So young,
Such Innocence,
Shot down
By senseless sin

He had nothing to do
With your inconvenience

So tell me why
You have gone after
The one of innocence…

He put his hands up
To…

They say your eyes are
Windows to the soul
So I pull down the blinds
For I am ashamed and do not want you
To see the stains
Which are evidence of my pain

I seek shelter
from the rain…

It’s goin down
They packin heat tonight
Hes callin all his boys
My heart is pounding
I’m prayin to the Good Lord
"Dear Lord keep him safe"

"I’m comin back for you"
He says
then he kis…