now i know its been a long time.
but you have always been the special girl of mine.
stunningly attractive, funny, forgiving and inteligent.
even ata young age, i knew that you were heaven sent.
the late nights spent talking, girl we really used to know each other.
almost family, you used to call me little brother.
and you were the sister that i never had.
well…..at least the one that never drove me mad.
i loved you more than myself, or anybody close.
and i never thought about you not wearing any clothes.
so in a way i guess u have a little part of me.
i was crushed when i got the news, and it wernt hard to see.
due to curcumstances, he had to grow up apart.
i had to come to england, my mother needed a new start.
never thought id be in the position that im in today.
finacial issues the problem, so here i had to stay.
but you wouldnt feel the same about me now cuz im horrible and gritty.
thanks to england were the people and the weathers shitty.
and i dont even know why im writing this poem.
mabey its the simplest way to be compleatly open.
i used to be a clown and say you wernt my first kiss.
but deep down i think you already knew this.
you had a real presence, the only one who could calm me down.
my better side, and god i wish i had you now.
and i know its wrong to compair every woman to you.
but your the only woman i loved………
i hope this get to you.