theimperfektman

for years now i’ve hid the true meaning
of my actions, you’re blind in seeing
the true feelings i guise, don’t show
because my shyness is my foe

Exhaustion roots..

when words fail

the acceptance I want
when they look at me
the love I so need
when I think about u

i had it once long before
as time passes i wish it more
and with this building need
i feel less love and more greed

You are nothing to me but an object in my path of Rage
You are the straw house which blox my super-highway of Hate

A Flame to an Ember, The Times would Tell
of A Beginning,

Lost,
to history.

...that i so envy to feel….

to the Fly i whispered,

"i despise silence…

I’ve felt too deeply in empathy
I’ve gaze too long upon the ground
Repentance is a mockery as i stare upon high
The levy of emotion, to erosion was subdued

driven by these demons and voices
the visions, devil charms and obscure choices
i come to some peace in my split mind
a treaty of no choices and no binds

a thought or two, break it open
and then, so true, my imagery ripens
displaying, for me, my true mindset
and the things i see i quickly forget

A beast of great burden
Of the body and mind

the pale moon’s glow
reveals all to be dreams
realized in the fields
with softer shades now seen
exposed in the light
yet cherished in the dark

the things i so want
they slip from me so
the memories fade, the music dims
and the light shrinks from sight

the cancer has beaten his bones
the colds have chiseled his lungs
for years he has fought his way
but he is now on his last rung

deeper i bury myself in thought
dwell on memories all that was wrought

I Smite the Unseen While Sheltering Those Inside
From the Rain of Molt, the Ashes of the Phoenix.

Knowing My Silence