I am what I do

Symmetry44
Author: Symmetry44
Word Count: 109
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What I proclaim are my wishes
What I do is who I am

Words in haste,
a negligence’ waste
Scribes of wisdom
profess to glean
in shrouded writs unknowing,
I am what I do

One torch passes
One soul saved
I give in to the lesser self
to succumb to the greater good in me
henceforth to journey far far away
having known
I am what I do

I of bitter device and accusing fingers
falsely perceive righteousness lost
No acumen, only caustic roses
now blackened by bitter distention

Past prevails, truth discernible
I’ve only a love for all
as one soul knowing
I am what I do

I am what I do

Ok gang truth be told….a few poems I’ve written as of late in anger as well as
like-temperament have been aimed at a woman, a friend I have known for years and have since been having some issues with. I of course would never crush her or anyone out of existence—especially since she’s a lawyer and would no doubt bend me over the proverbial judicial system and f* me running lol…..
We chat regularly on MSN and she is the most beautiful, intelligent, funny and fun woman I have ever known. Why we have been having these fall outs is beyond both of us, but I guess it’s simply the natural fluctuating establishment of who is who within the relationship.
I love the lady to death, which is obvious by the gamut of emotions I’ve been projecting in such master-shit-pieces the likes of which I’ve been putting out there.
This one is a simple little reprieve for my brain which will hopefully help flush the caca from my mind allowing me to find myself, her and us again…

  • Ange

    Ange, 4 months ago

    cool.

  • bites

    bites, 4 months ago

    and you do good! : )

  • Symmetry44

    Symmetry44 in reply to Ange’s comment, 4 months ago

    Thank you Ange…..

  • Symmetry44

    Symmetry44 in reply to bites’s comment, 4 months ago

    Much appreciated bites….

  • mlgkats

    mlgkats, 4 months ago

    this is well written ,

  • LisaG

    LisaG, 4 months ago

    I hope your relationship works out….

    Great writing XO

  • Leon  Walker

    Leon Walker, 4 months ago

    Dude… First let me say that I love the piece and it speaks volumes emotionally. As for the relationship… Just do your thing and let if flow. The opportunity to love is the gift. When the time is right the stars will align. Who ever knows when or where that will be, but pay attention.

  • Symmetry44

    Symmetry44 in reply to LisaG’s comment, 4 months ago

    Thank you Lisa you’re a super woman

  • Symmetry44

    Symmetry44 in reply to Leon Walker’s comment, 4 months ago

    Thank you Leon appreciate every word you speak man….

  • flipteez

    flipteez, 4 months ago

    Leon SO has it right my friend. speek out loud to your Angels while your at it..
    A very well written piece…... thankyou.

  • Symmetry44

    Symmetry44 in reply to flipteez’s comment, 4 months ago

    I always speak to God both inwardly and outwardly and he always answers – Sometimes what I was hoping for and other times what he was hoping I was hoping for, but what is always best for me in the end.

  • Naylor

    Naylor, 4 months ago

    You are a beautiful man inside and out Hook.! You write from the heart with such passion and conviction… its all gonna be ok :) I hope that you let “her” read your words (((((((hug)))))))))

  • helene ruiz

    helene ruiz, 4 months ago

    really fabulous and passionate!!! and i agree with Leon 100%

  • Symmetry44

    Symmetry44 in reply to Naylor’s comment, 4 months ago

    Who couldn’t love you? Muuuuaaaaahhhh!

  • Symmetry44

    Symmetry44 in reply to helene ruiz’s comment, 4 months ago

    Your words to me mean as much as the words I myself project Helene…thank you beautiful lady.

  • helene ruiz

    helene ruiz, 4 months ago

    ur so welcome…..My persoanl philosophy has come down to this….I have come to realize that the “artiust” is a very emotional being, we see, absorb and feel the things that are usually overlooked by others, without the emotions we feel, where would our art take us? therefore I let happen what will be and paint the rest, you have the blessing of language and can speak it, write it, and you do it so well…I wish you the best…..Peace to you my friend …

  • Arnold Isbister

    Arnold Isbister, 4 months ago

    Art heals the heart and this is a perfect example, great words…..

  • Helen Bascom KMA

    Helen Bascom KMA, 4 months ago

    We artists pour our souls out on the page in words and images. We expose ourselves for all the world to see. Sometimes it’s lovely, oftentimes it’s ugly. But it is us in our purest form. Great writing. I hope you sent this to her.

  • Symmetry44

    Symmetry44 in reply to Helen Bascom KMA’s comment, 4 months ago

    Indeed I did Helen.

    Often times however as I write looking to unearth the truth in and of others, I find myself finding myself and my own truth and the need to live that which I have bestowed.
    I can merely open the door of opportunity for those involved. Who opts to walk through that door remains to be seen, for indeed we all seemingly have our own “self-perceived truths.”

  • Mia1

    Mia1, 4 months ago

    I love the title. Awesome

  • Hala E

    Hala E, 4 months ago

    am learning through your words Sym…. it’s all good – and we’re all human – we only get to bein perfect when we get to our next stop – Right? keep pushing forward and keep learning! It’s all good

  • Symmetry44

    Symmetry44 in reply to Hala E’s comment, 4 months ago

    Life is a process Hala, the same as is learning and the steps to wisdom.
    Good, bad and indifference are all components to ultimate wisdom.
    We trudge through each to get to the one…..

  • Symmetry44

    Symmetry44 in reply to Mia1’s comment, 4 months ago

    Thank you Mia. I love your name.

  • Mia1

    Mia1, 4 months ago

    Awh thank yo symmetry44

  • Rachael  Hope

    Rachael Hope, 4 months ago

    Excuse my language but that is one fucking good poem, and I don’t swear often. But this has blown my mind

  • BeckyJean

    BeckyJean, 4 months ago

    Very well written nice work :)

  • Symmetry44

    Symmetry44, 4 months ago

    Thank you ladies. Indeed I am blessed as you have been a blessing…

  • wanda lechene

    wanda lechene, 4 months ago

    great work. i love it. such emotion

  • Del Millar

    Del Millar, 4 months ago

    Your good dear soul comes through to meet us in your writing.

    I look forward to reading more.

    Enjoy your journey.

    Love

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