My Daughter, Myself
My daughter recently left on a trip I did not want her to take, but being 18 I could not stop her. Before she left we had bought a Norah Jones CD and on the back was a sort of dark moody portrait that my daughter loved and she asked me to work on one of her while she was gone. This really flattered me as she hates to have her picture taken and I really wanted to please her and give her something to hang on her dorm wall this Fall. As I was painting this in Photoshop I began to realize the face was as much my own as it was hers. I started thinking about what I was like at 18 and I had taken off to the outta Banks of NC and lived there a year , not knowing a soul there. I thought about how smart and capable my daughter is and as I painted I began to trust her more and worry less. I somehow just knew that she would be okay and would make it home without mishap.
When she came home tonight , the first thing she said was “God, I missed you so much, you don’t even know” and then she said “You know , we are so much alike you and I”..
and I felt she and I had both grown and …indeed became more of one another while accepting that she is very much her own person.
She loves the portrait! and I love that she loves it!
I am blessed..
(like most art and life, I am not sure I am finished with this)
My Daughter, Myself belongs to the following groups:
1 on 1: The Fine Art of Portraiture , All Things Poetic, Artistic, Philosophical, Digital Brushstrokes (Max 3 per Day), Digital Modern Portraiture, Moody, Dark, Evocative (no nudes), PixElations - The Art of Photoshop and Self as Other
artsthrufotos
beautiful story, beautiful art, this has the whole package…
susi lawson replied
That was quick! Thank you so much!
Rosemaree
Fabulous image… I know exactly what you mean as you watch your babies grow and spread their wings… Im sure your daughter loved the creation you made for her from your heart…
susi lawson replied
Thank you Rosemaree! Yes, it is so great to have her back home for a few weeks and then off to college again..
Warren Williams
This is just so good and your writting is so true about mothers & daughters, You are truly blessed having a daughter.
Take care
Warren.
susi lawson replied
Thank you so much Warren!
Shoaib .
very creative art.. great work !
susi lawson replied
Thanks!
Alf Caruana
fantastic illustration and loved reading the story
susi lawson replied
Thank you Alf!
Simon Aberle
This is great susi!
I love the expression on her face, thecartoon style about it, but also the detail and composition. The background is awesome!!!
susi lawson replied
Thank you Simon!
Mel Brackstone
That is indeed a beautiful story, and I know exactly where you’re coming from, Susi. We have to learn to give them space….so so pleased that you’re both doing well :)
susi lawson replied
Thank you Mel, yes, it is a journey, a struggle and a blessing!
Mel Brackstone
It’s a stunningly beautiful portrait, too!
susi lawson replied
:)
Sue Kane
Wonderful piece of Art Susi…l bet your daughter will love it!
susi lawson replied
Thank Sue, she does ,we are going for a frame today!
Trish O'Brien
Thats a really lovely story to go with a great piece of art – that bond between mother and daughter, as she grows into adulthood, is amazing isn’t it.
susi lawson replied
Yes , it is an amazing force! Thank you!
ElRobbo
Gorgeous!
susi lawson replied
Thanks!
Keith Reesor
Love it Susi!! Wonderful story too!! The dark moodiness is amazing!!
My daughter just graduated High School, she only needed English for her senior year, so she took it at summer school. She’s 16!! :)
susi lawson replied
Yes, they grow up fast, my daughter is a sophomore at 18..it is a lot on them, but they somehow rise to the occasion!
jujubean
great,heart warming story and beautiful art.
susi lawson replied
Thanks JuJu!
rjcolby
This is wonderful, Susi. I think the story behind the image adds so much, too.
susi lawson replied
Thank you Dick!
Robyn Lakeman
Fantastic image Susi and even more wonderful to hear your story – beautiful and heart warming. It sounds like your daughter is becoming wise like her mother xox
susi lawson replied
Thank you Robyn for your kind words and friendship!
zooreka
Very cool… delighted you decided to join us on digital brushstrokes!
susi lawson replied
Thanks Zoo!
RajeevKashyap
Soooo Beautiful:))
susi lawson replied
Thanks Rajeev!
Jason Burris
Oh Susi, this is so very Tim Burtonesque!
susi lawson replied
Thank you Jason, glad you like it! My daughter said it looked like a Coraline style/
Helen Chierego
Just look at those soulful eyes! Beautiful!
susi lawson replied
Thank Helen, she does have great eyes!
Anne Hale
Beautiful artwork, Susi. Love your story…. :)
susi lawson replied
Thank you Anne!
BillAtherton
Beyond what has been said I can only add, seeing and reading, truly wonderful.
susi lawson replied
I appreciate that Bill!
Tracey Mac
Such a gorgeous image and your words enhance it greatly….......I understand completely, I still worry about my son at 23 and giving him the space for his own life was not easy at all a few years back, but when they turn and show you just how much they have grown under your loving guidance, makes it all worth while.
Beautiful image, no wonder she loved it! :)
susi lawson replied
what a super kind reply! Thanks soo much! (I can tell you are a good mom too !)
Heather Rivet...
gorgeous work and gorgeous story.
susi lawson replied
Thank you Heather!!
3XEternity
Beautiful.. Love the feel. It’d make for a good book character or movie too (spieldberg would love it I think)
susi lawson replied
I am honored, thank you!
Chris Baker
Excellent piece Susi ! Love the way you’ve caught the spirit of the moment…. :)
susi lawson replied
Thank you Chris!
kenmo
Spooky work but certainly amazing!!!
susi lawson replied
Ha! Thank you Ken!
Noel Elliot
outstanding
susi lawson replied
Thank you Noel!
bluckus
id love for you to be my art teacher :)
susi lawson replied
aww, thank you!
collectivebydeb
stunning portrait – wonderful words – such a beautiful & emotive artwork :)
susi lawson replied
Thank you Deb!
Lachinov
this is an absolutely gorgeous piece of work. Its so beautiful i cant tell you. I adore the history behind it because its just such a creative and personal process. your work is astounding. keep painting and blessing other’s eyes with your gift.
susi lawson replied
You sure made my evening!! Thanks so very much!
Lachinov
my pleasure.
Paul Vanzella
what an amazing piece!
susi lawson replied
Thank you Paul!
Ronald Rockman
Looks like a Charles Blackman painting, beautifully composed Susi
Charles Blackman is a major figure in Australian art of the post-war years. His haunting and enchanting images of women and girls, absorbed in daydreams or games have an enduring appeal. Two significant themes in his work have been the Schoolgirl and Alice in Wonderland. Deep shadows and the accentuation of his figure’s eyes occur throughout Blackman’s works with a pervasive sense of melancholy.
Cheers,
Rock
susi lawson replied
Thank you so much Ron, I am honored by your comment, I will go check out his works!!
billyboy
Susi, I don’t know why I never saw this… maybe cause it’s so different from your cheery, brightly colored pieces I’ve adored in the past, I just passed over it. But I can go only so long without wondering what’s going down over on your planet, so decided to take a look… and I’m so glad I did.
As you described the evolution of the picture that tracked the evolution of your feelings towards your daughter’s coming of age, I felt tears coming on… not only cause I know what you’re going through from my own experiences with Melanie, but because your picture is so from your emotion relating to her new found freedom as well as from your heart. She appears apprehensive and even isolated from the cheeriness that surrounds you… yet it seems the things you have given her refuse to leave her in solitude, and that includes her likeness to you.
Maybe I’m off the mark with this, but I know you Susi, and I understand the love that went into this unusual and amazing portrait. And one thing I’m abasolutely sure of is that this will remain a treasured possession that will take on a new appreciation of what you have given her in every stage of her life.
This is Gorgeous. and it touches me deeply.
you have such amazing talent and capacity to give.
xo
susi lawson replied
Aww Billy Bud! I love that you love this and I actually do feel that you know me and get me and you get the whole parent/child experience as you are a sensitive artistic soul !
I had this printed on canvas for her and she picked out a frame that matches perfect, sort of copper and tarnished bronze .. she decided not to hang it in the dorm, she said “It is just so personal and special mom” and that made the gift complete.
Peter Maeck
You write as well as you photograph and paint, which is saying a lot. This portrait of your daughter both strokes the heart and cuts deep. I’m using Lightroom and Photoshop and I own Corel Painter but haven’t gotten started on it yet. I should read your writing on that software before I do. Great work!
susi lawson replied
Thank you soo much!
Aimelle
I have been captivated by your story ..thank you for sharing it. =) and so happy she loves your lovely artwork!
susi lawson replied
Thank you Aimelle! she just told me yesterday she can’t wait to hang it in her own aprt when she gets one, made me feel good :)