Addictive Toxicity

Addictive—-Causing or characterized by addiction

Toxicity—-The quality or condition of being toxic

Packing my life up in boxes…again
This time to better our lives
Mine and hers, apart from yours
Refusing to shed a tear
Memories of our lives together come flooding in faster than I can process them
But I keep telling myself that I will be the better person for walking away this time

I feel you running through my veins, seeping through my pores
The very essence of your being clouds my thoughts
Inhaling you just to get high
Being near you, just to get my fix
Flirting with disaster
Everything about you is toxic
Yet everything about you invites me in
I eat, breathe, dream, cry you
Manipulation and control
I can not stand to be alone
Taking advantage of my vulnerability and worming your way back into my heart
Aspirations for my life
The very things I hate about you
Is everything I can’t ignore
Everything is relative
You are my own personal drug as sick and twisted as that may be
I am choosing the path of sobriety from your addictive toxicity

My whole life was in you
The biggest challenge was giving you up
Walking away and leaving you behind
Leaving you to your own misery
A world I no longer want to be a part of
Nor subject my little princess to
A thing I will no longer take part in

11-08-09

Addictive Toxicity

Sunsetwolf24

Joined March 2008

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