Today was another cold, dreary day that offers no security or hope of near fortune. My grandmother was taken in an ambulance to hospital. I fear her time is deminishing and yet i’m not with her. Thiscauses my heart to ache and my gut to churn with worry. Will i miss her final moments? Her last words of sorro and fear of death. My eyes wrench with the want to cry. I only hope for her time with us to be extended so she may see a brighter day and share a few last memories.