Endings and beginings
That I hope is going to be the last of the endings for many months or even years? I have spent many years in this place, first growing to a young adult and then leaving for the short duration of my abreviated marriage. That just managed to last into the first 11 months of my sons life and just 2 years and 2 months from my vows! After that first bitter taste I was very reluctant to take the step ever again, and I still am!
But back to the point of this entry. The point is that I have known most of the people in this small village for most of my life but never before have I known a time like this and I am really beginning to worry about my mother more than before. First Barbara Edwards died from a heart attack just a few days before Christmas, then another friend lost her mother. Another couple have got altziemers bad and are now in a nursing home, the old village policeman who used to have us trembling with fear and great respect, well he died 2 days ago, and my neighbour Barry Wesson died 2 days into the New Year….. :(
Please please do let the 4 Horsemen take a good long holiday this year, it would do everyone a power of good…....
And now I have a cold, it’s so minor in the scope of things but it’s still bringing me down so I can’t find the energy to get things done! Perhaps writing about this will help me feel better? lol
Jennib
Yes hope this is the end of yours and your freinds heartache Steph, all I can say is cherish every moment with your mum, I would give my right arm just to see my mum for a hour, Jenx
ssalt
I can understand that Jen and don’t worry I do cherish her and put my arm around her from time to time, I just feel that I need to xxx
It looks like my wishes were snow in the Saraha though :’(