Spraven

It’s okay I am a big boy,
I can take the fall,
Just hit a wall,
I wish it was real,

I bare my all skinless to the bone,
Or to the soul I wish I had,
God just rip these wings,

She stands in her hurt,
She feels all the blame,

The leafs begin to leave the trees,

Lets dream a dream,

I had felt somewhat dirty and unclean by her show of needing and distasteful behaviour.

I Love You,
Could I have ever said it better,
Stood upon a mountain,

She weeps over souls,
And war for peace,
Torn children,

She looked at me with those eyes, questioning, wondering,

I don’t know why I punish myself,
Why I let you infect me,
Dissect me,

“Jack!!”, She shrieked at me in total disregard of my thoughts and how much they meant to me.

I wonder,
could I have seen this coming,

I cannot say what it is that compels me to react

So you thought you were crazy friend, sure…

I had it in check,
Gods,
believe me I beg,
I kneel,
forgive me,

Failing life I couldn’t stick,

As I melt away,
to float astray,

I meant to turn her away,
now I have nothing left to say,
how can I say I’m sorry,
or look her in the eye,
a touch would ask forgiveness,
and to forgive,
would be a lie….

I tried to …

We are never pointless creatures,
maybe careless without thought,

Mr Minister of the La Vista church of christ.