OUT OF TOUCH OUT OF REALITY

Oh sweet Cynthia, you do have a purpose here, but it is a cruel one it seems.
If all you ever do is touch one person, the that is what you are called to do and be.
But you do so much more than that…BELIEVE ME…I KNOW, IT IS TRUE!
you are like the blind man Jesus healed,
through your suffering his glory is revealed!!

You touch so many of us, here on Red Bubble and I know wherever you go and whoever you see, and witness to us of your amazing God/angel-given strength.
WE are humbled by you. We are blessed by you, by your faith, your persistence, your courage and also your vulnerability…that you are willing and brave enough to not only write this piece, so beautiful and moving, beyond any words, ( though I make a hypocrite of myself as I churn them out!), but are willing to post it here for us to read.

Cyn, your are blessed and a true blessing!!!
We all love you and there are many of us who are praying for you as you read this.
All around the world people are praying for you, as God leads them and calls them into action for you.

Your final words are so very true. So hold tight to them.

Jan….........xxxxxxxOOOOOOOOxxxxxxxxxxxxOOOOOOOOOOOOOxxxxxxxxxxxxOOOOOOOOOOOOOxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Wow Cindy this is awesome (the write that is) I pray for you daily I am so glad angels are always with you and you are my angel hugs and more bless you and thank nyou for sharing just that YOU xx

my dear friend…..i am so touched by this….and humbled…..i am struggling through shingles and it feels like i am in hell at times, but reading what you are going through puts things into perspective in a hurry….you still have love to give….that’s obvious in your work here….you inspire and uplift and make such a difference….my prayers are with you and i am sending you energy to find peace with this in some way…...you are a beautiful soul and i am blessed to know you…

hang in there cindy god never gives us anymore than we can handle BELIEVE,,

Beautifully written…so full of emotion….I can feel your pain all the way through it. Many of us have been in a position to have the same type of feelings….but God will let you know when it is your time. Thank you for sharing your feelings with us….

Hello Cynthia… these words have moved me to the brink of tears, to read what you are living and going through. I’ll not pretend to understand exactly what is happening in your life. Needless to say it is deep and heavy. Please know, though, that you are not alone. Others of us have our trials and tribulations to bear and we all question, at one time or another, “Why me?”. I am sorry I don’t have an answer to this question, I am still looking for it after 22 years of searching without pause or relief. Please know that my love and condolences go to you, along with my prayers and a special part of my heart.

Hi Cynthia,

Hope you are feeling some relief or clarity in some way. I too have often got to a point of screaming at God. I some ways I think that this has brought me some relief. I think so many of us suffer in silence that a loss of control in some ways can bring us peace and control.

Best Wishes Tony.

We haven’t met, yet my heart, prayers, thoughts, light and love are with you. Congratulations on being featured with your poignant writing. You are not alone, even though the darkest times. I’m sorry for the death of your friend, and your illness. Please keep giving yourself the best possible care in each and every given moment with as much compassion and love as possible. And keep creating! Many blessings, Emily

Congratulations on being featured in the Freedom to Shine group, well done!!!

HUGE, MASSIVE, AND GIANT CONGRATULATIONS ON BEING FEATURED IN FREEDOM TO SHINE!!!!!!!!!

I am over the moon that you have been featured and the work chosen was this powerful and personal piece Cyn

Simply brillaint!

Soooooo deserved and earned!!

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I DID NOT KNOW…THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME..I TRULT CAN’T BELIEVE ANY OF MY WORDS WOULD BE FEATURED AS I AM NOT A WRITER. BLESS YOU FOR STARTING OUT MY DAY THIS WAY.

LOVE, CYNTHIA XOXO

Your word are so powerful!!
You have brought us all into your world.. and I wish you lightness of being, mental, physical and spiritual health …and joy in knowing that His presence is near to you. Bless you!!
Congratulations on a well deserved feature.. and thank you for sharing!!

hello ! my dear friend,
our comp went down for a week so im behind somewhat !!
beautiful poem, sad but true words & feelings, make you what you are !! a beautiful person with a will to live, & the heart to share your emotions & fear.

you know you are always on my mind, & to lend an ear !! if not for yourself, do it for your grand kids & family, HANG IN THERE !!
will send you a prayer :).

I Love You Cynthia!

cindy hope this helps-in happy moments praise god difficult moments SEEK god-quite times – worship god- PAINFUL moments trust god -every moment THANK god …

Aww sweetheART am sitting here with tears pouring down my cheeks you will ever be in my prayers now – God bless you ;} compassionate hippy hugglez

Hi Cynthia,
Your writing is so beautiful and filled with will, the will to carry on. It sounds like it is the most difficult thing in the world to do. But for each moment you reach out someone reaches back and stands stronger knowing they are not alone. I’m so sorry you suffer…..I send a prayer on Angels wings…..as I believe in angels as well. Most of all I hope you will continue to write and interact, it may be the only thing that will get you through each day!!
With warm healing smiles,
Elizabeth