ANGELS THAT I SEEK

SOMETIMES LIFE JUST GETS TOO HARD TO HANDLE, AND I HAVE COME TO THE POINT OF BREAK.
SO MANY DOCTORS NOW, TO A POINT I CANNOT TAKE.

PROGRESSION IS A NASTY WORD THAT MAKES MY ILLNESS REAL.
I JUST WANT TO GO BACK IN THE DARK WHERE I NO LONGER FEEL..

SO IF I SEEM TO DISAPPEAR OR DON’T TAKE TIME TO WRITE,
YOU’LL KNOW I’M IN THAT DARK SAFE PLACE WHERE IT IS ALWAYS NIGHT.

I ALWAYS AM SURROUNDED BY ANGELS FROM ABOVE.
THEY SHOW ME LIGHT AND LAUGHTER, BUT MOSTLY SHOW ME LOVE.

THEY GUIDE ME DOWN THE PATH, WHERE I’M SUPPOSED TO BE.
TO TAKE THE PATH OR NOT FOLLOW, IS ALWAYS UP TO ME.

MY LIFE AND MY EMOTIONS, I’M IN A STATE I CAN’T DESCRIBE.
THE ANGELS SHOW ME LIGHT AND I STILL WANT TO HIDE.

MY BREATHING IS MUCH HARDER AND TO SWALLOW MAKES ME CHOKE.
DEAR GOD IN HEAVEN, LET THIS BE A JOKE.

THE PAIN OF MUSCLES DYING KEEPS ME FROM GETTING SLEEP,
THEN WHEN I ASK FOR HEALING, ALL I DO IS WEEP.

I’VE NEVER BEEN ANGRY AT GOD BEFORE, AND DON’T KNOW HOW TO RELEASE,
THE PAIN, THE ANGER, AND MY DESPAIR, WHICH RIGHT NOW NEVER CEASE.

AND THEN I WANT TO GO TO HIM, AND REST IN JESUS’ LIGHT.
THE ANGELS TELL ME IT’S NOT TIME YET, I HAVE TO STAY AND FIGHT.

I KNOW I’M HERE FOR A REASON, A PURPOSE TO FULFILL
HOW DO I KNOW MY PURPOSE? HOW DO I KNOW GOD’S WILL?

SO ANGELS THAT PROTECT ME, LET ME FEEL YOUR PRESENCE.
TELL MY GOD I CAN TAKE NO MORE AND I’M SORRY FOR THIS MY
RESISTANCE.

I’D TELL HIM THIS DIRECTLY IF MY ANGER I COULD HIDE.
ALL I HAVE DONE UP TO THIS TIME IS CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED.

THE SUN THAT’S SETTING SLOWLY IS BUT A GLIMMER OF WHAT’S TO BE.
I KNOW THAT AS I GO ALONG, AN ENDING IS A BEGINNING FOR ME.

ANGELS THAT I SEEK

Spiritinme

Joined January 2008

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