“Sometimes in order to have space for what we truly desire we have to create a void by being willing to let go of everything else”(me)
emptiness..what is it? What creates that feeling of lack? And when do we ever feel full? And when we become full from our current desires…do we become satiated with it?
I have struggled with myself many times regarding my own sense of fulfillment. One day I have it all, nothing could be better..a week later I sit wondering where all the excitement of life has gone, and maybe thats because it is our nature to keep moving, keep experiencing..to create anew. Energy is always in motion..always, and we are energy..everything is energy. Yet we try to trap it and hold it in a steady picture. We want it to sit down, so we can just rest..so we can reach some sort of finality..the eternal heaven so to speak…IT.
I’ve made it!
I’ve got it!
I’ve done it!….then what?
Science has us speeding forward searching for eternal life, the truth about who and what we are, the existence of God, the cure, the answer..the IT!
but “IT” is energy…moving, creating…being..trying to show and teach us one lesson. IT is free..expanding and growing and experiencing itself infinitely. The limit of x d(x) as x approaches infinity…is what? Our physical bodies are but a derivative of all that is…approaching ourselves..and we are that infinite x.
So life has no plateau..it is something we create and recreate every moment, but I think, and this is my own opinion..our freedom lies in the ability to use that energy to expand ourselves to evolve our world..our individual reality towards our own perception of what “heaven” is…and the beauty is that as we grow and expand our consciousness of all that we are..our idea of utopia expands as well. Maybe your utopia isn’t everyone holding hands across world, agreeing on everything, frolicking around..maybe just maybe heaven is having a true desire to just be…whatever, whenever..knowing that you don’t have to attach yourself to what you have created, but that you can live in it..and then create something else…whatever your heart is feeling.
sometimes we want a change in life but we are clutching to what we have right now, because we fear the void..the space that is created between the old and the new…but you have to take off your old clothes in order to change into something new. get rid of what no longer resonates with what you want. be brave and be willing to let go of what no longer serves you. it may be lonely at first without our old comforts…but when what you really want arrives you wont feel so bad about what you let go.
let me know what you think?
there is no evolution with a stagnate state of mind