G. Merrick Justice

Birth, Rebirth, Alcohol, and Incoherence

Well, the strangest thing happened today, or tonight I guess it was. My cousin caroline gave birth to a son, Jack Gordon-Merrick Tate… I guess the birth wasn;t too much of a surprise, although about two weeks early (you’ll have to excuse me for celebrating too much and not being as perfect in everthing written like usual).
The strange thing was that for some odd reason they decided to give him two middle name, both of which were mine first… ok, well Merrick was my mom’s famly name before marriage, but Gordon was mine… ok, Gordon was my mom’s fathers name… BUT, the combination was mine. To top this one off, they asked me to be the Godfather, which is funny indeed considering I haven’t een been to church since I was 8 and I’m not Italian… (another one of those part too much jokes).
So, here I was, coming up on my 25th birthday, and I was friggn depressed as hell in a way because for quarter a century I don’t feel, didn’t feel like I had done much… and I’m not likely to have a kid… or whatever, so I was kind of moping and trying to keep occupied as much as I couldwith other things. And here comes this kid who if you dropped the parentheses would be me all over again. It’s like a new chance in someone else.

Wow, I bet tomorrow, baring a hangover I will have something much more eloquent to say, and I will fix this thing so it’s pretty. For now though, I though you all of you should know because you’ve been like a second (often better) family to me recently. So thanks…

A lot.

  • Pagly2

    Pagly2, 4 months ago

    Congratulations to you and to the new Mum and dad…Now you have a reason….....
    he start to look up to you…literally..lol so…...teach him well….........Hugs…

  • sydculture

    sydculture, 4 months ago

    i’m a godmother to my bestfriends son, adryan. you could say i share the same feelings. i hope things go well, talk later. =)

  • bellmusker

    bellmusker, 4 months ago

    Congratulations – and please don’t come back and ‘make this pretty’! This journal doesn’t need fixing: the purest, most powerful writing comes straight from the heart, and this is what those close to you want to read. All the best to the latest member of your family – will toast you all with a glass of honey vodka on this wild autumn night in Australia!

  • Paul Compton

    Paul Compton, 4 months ago

    Congratulations!!! How exciting! Kids are the best people. You’ll make an awesome Godfather.

  • Daniel  Rarela

    Daniel Rarela, 4 months ago

    Congrats to you and your cousin, Gordon! And kudos on what bullmusker said…. unedited, raw feeling always holds more weight than when it is polished up with all the necessary flaws gone from it. Here’s to a being a wonderful godfather!

  • Loren Ioppolo

    Loren Ioppolo, 4 months ago

    Godfather !!! wow that must feel awesome , congratulations to all involved – and hope you can impart some of that wonderful eloquent personality you possess onto the lil’ one…then theres dizzy- wizzys, fishing, camping, not to forget babysitting, etc etc etc…
    uh oh ! ....have fun !

  • LisaB  entity

    LisaB entity, 4 months ago

    excellent well done all !!, its a strange thing choosing and being a godparent /
    even stranger to be a parent lol , constantly questioning and examining and reexamining ones own actions as you have them
    mirrored so frequently in this litttle mini me,
    ps . go with the flow i dont think we are in touch with my sons godparents anymore
    since one got divorced and lost touch with the others, its seems you value the task though Gordon,
    and as your related theres no escape lol only joking.
    i can relate to your family comment BTW

  • red addiction

    red addiction, 4 months ago

    I would have to agree with bellmusker. Its all about being you. Congrats….....it is a sure sign of goodness heading your way. Trust is a major issue with most people and you have been chosen to be that loving, trusting link. God Bless you!!!!

  • Daath Samael

    Daath Samael, 4 months ago

    I would have to agree with Loren, impart all those brains and personality traits that make us love you… but don’t teach your darker humour, I love it… but I doubt any teachers would…

    Loren… what are the dizzy-wizzys?
    oh and Gordon if you want a child I suggest you get a lesbian best friend… preferrably one in a long term relationship… it makes sense in my head…

    oh and just for ironies sake… God Bless You

  • Jazzyjane

    Jazzyjane, 4 months ago

    Dizzy wizzy-

  • Jazzyjane

    Jazzyjane, 4 months ago

    OOps wrong key dizzy wizzies are being swung around and around and you can’t stand up when you stop…like being drunk without alcohol… can also make you throw up!!!! Best fun a kid can have!!!

  • Faizan Qureshi

    Faizan QureshiAll Rounder, 4 months ago

    Nice :D Godfather eh… Congratulations Gordon!

  • Natella2020

    Natella2020, 4 months ago

    Congratulations, Gordon.

  • jianina

    jianina, 4 months ago

    How exciting>>congrats!!!
    You seem to be a really great guy and hopefully the new generation to you family will reflect such greatness>>it is a big task to be a Godfather,but hey…you deal with us, so you should be good to go!! :)

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