"...and this will stay with you until you die."
Okay, my final upload to this account.
An explanation to the title:
Bipolar is for most people a genetic predisposition, and often this predisposition is crystallized in childhood into the “disorder” by sustained traumatic stress.
Bipolar does not have a cure. It’s a genetic predispoation for the brain chemistry to react in certain ways under certain circumstances, so it’s not even a disease, rather a syndrome.
Given that, suggesting that bipolars should “think themselves better”, “Take responsibility” or “cheer up”, is every bit as offensive as accusing someone in a wheelchair of being lazy.
There is no choice in being bipolar, and an individuals ability to cope with it varies. Choice, responsibility, attitude are all completely irrelevant concepts on all but a subjective level for the individual concerned.
Clinical depression is not a matter of choosing to see the world in any kind of way, it’s your brain being flooded with chemicals which promote self-destructive behaviour and thinking. It’s not “Oh, I’m feeling a bit under the weather…”, it’s “My life is over and I have the incredible urge to die or even kill myself and I can’t stand it much more!!!”
Mania is a bit more complicated. Mania is basically the brain being flooded with chemicals that promote alertness and restlessness- a natural amphetamine.
Mania can be either expressed creatively or destructively. Mania accompanied by insomnia can often lead to a pseudo-psychosis (hearing and seeing) things
So basically, no amount of tapping your ruby slippers together is going to get anyone back to Kansas.
Right, I’m off to look up the Wicked Witch… who knows if I’ll be back to this account… I’m not intending to right now.
roybarry
you’ll be back- I can guarantee it!
Clinton Tyree KM@ replied
Oh, I’ll be back in a new account very soon!
But I doubt I’ll be posting anything on RB again, other than comments and bmails… who knows… but I’m not intending to.
I’ve just copied links to all the people I want to stay in touch with (you included) and just need to copy up the written stuff I want to keep, before I post the keys through the front door of this account.
roybarry
stay safe mate, try to keep that smile going. Speak soon.
Roy.
butchart
Clinton.. whats going on mate… i hope you stay in touch… i like you….:(
christiane
there is an imcredible amount of creative genius bottled within you, take care of it
Clinton Tyree KM@ replied
Thank you! Shame some vinegar flies got into the batch hahaha!
:-)
Outdoors2
Take care Clinton…
I only just met ya, but was intrigued buy your posts
RLHall
Best of luck, Clinton, take care and come back soon :-)))))
April Mansilla
thank you for this …i love it when people say “everyone gets sad” ..so now I paint and don’t mention much to anyone …..you have much courage …xx
Clinton Tyree KM@ replied
Well, I have been conducting a bit of an experiment in being the real me… with mixed results… Just need to step back for a bit and mull over how it has been going.
And being also a bipolar cliche in smashing everything up at the peak of a manic cycle hahaha!
I’ll be back for sure, once I have figured how I am going to be back.
I think there is a bit of a paradox going on with my work. Visually I have been raised as an artist, I usually turn out pretty work, landscapes and so for.
My story as a person is more like a motorway pile up. Perhaps I need a strategy to resolve the two.
One thing is for sure, I’m not going back to being the person who was shy about his own story.
Whatever I decide I’ll still be in touch!
:-)
brianjarvis
Hope 2 c u again in whatever guise…...dis or otherwise.
Take care.
joak
do what you have to mate and thanks for helpin me understand whit its all about ….nae doot we will here frae ye soon i hope!
Clinton Tyree KM@ replied
Ach, um jis needen ae stay awae fae “normal” people furra bit… I’ll be in touch soon as I have ma wee cyberbothy aw nice and cosy!
;-)
JohnThunderbird
I’ll pick u a mile off R. You’d better come back or I can’t whinge to anyone
Clinton Tyree KM@ replied
Hey, you can bank on it!
Will be likely dropping this account after 36 hours… once I have a few last things tidied up.
:-)
joak
aye it gets a bit much sometimes ….love yer wee avatar!
JohnThunderbird
like a lizard’s tail, will it keep wiggling?
Byron Gates Jr
Good stuff, please, more.
Thanx, Byron
[artist/photographer/writer]
JohnOfLightning
yeh thunderboy said it “will it keep wiggling”?