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simonesleeps
Author: simonesleeps
Word Count: 317
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I am the begger you never have change for,

I am the bitch you cannot stand,

I am the nigga you avoid in the street.

I am strangled by my corressponding helix,

I am nothing like you.

I am the defining moment beneath truth, and lie

Remembered and forgotten within rythm and skin.

I am honesty twirled with each finger, in different realms.

I am. I am that nigga. That nigga who never succeeds.

I am, crossing arms against chest and chance

falling back into the abyss of reality

denied too long.

I am waiting, to be caught

by hypocritical fingers, empty promise

and false pretence, much worse than my own.

I am not the self proclaimed humantiarian, preaching

high from their soapbox, while

wiping drool with gucci cloth.

I am not that dream within realities exposed,

contained behind glass to showcase weakness and denial.

I AM, that bitch you cannot stand.

The nigga you, so often hate.

The begger, for whom you never have change.

I am.

I am the manipulator, the prude, the scultpor of

yesterday, today and every indescretion in between.

I am that asshole, dying deaths that belong to someone else.

I am the discarded remnants in your empty glass.

The roach climbing wall

The hunter, hunted.

I am recognition that you can screw nine ways to heaven until inertia dwindles your companions through time.

A rosebush has thorns to keep people like you out
(and what a fucking lie that was)

I am NOT who crawled into your bed.

I am NOT the whore who spread her legs.

I am the truth beneath lies and actions.

I am the defining moment of pure consequence.

I am not done.

I am done.

I am that nigga on the street.

I am that bitch, you cannot stand.

I am, strangled by my corressponding helix,

I am nothing like, you.

Damn straight, I am.

  • Talkingwatermelon

    Talkingwatermelon

    You are a lot of things… are you a musician? Because this needs music.

  • simonesleeps

    simonesleeps

    Hmm… on any other day and on any other piece I would agree..but not this one.. I don’t know why, either.

  • Sherriff

    Sherriff

    yep.

  • simonesleeps

    simonesleeps

    ...maybe it would help if I could spell “humanitarian”...
    heh

  • mychaelalchemy

    mychaelalchemy

    ah, that was obviously a typo…sometimes I am a humanist but not a humanitarian
    sometimes, my fingers are dyslexic

    getting screwed nine ways is fun, but if there is no companionship, it is just blips on the radar screen, a UFO making impossible 90 degree turns and then gone….

    having memories are fine and dandy, but you can’t dress them up and go dancing together, since memories are introspective anyway…you would be dancing alone…

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